in retrospect everything seems like an omen

I was just reading some of our old facebook message conversations, from around a year ago now.

this shit is so strange. life is so strange.

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PJ McClure
February 1 at 12:33am
it
snowed last night and it was sad cause it reminded me of colorado, and
in turn u, i mailed you some snow but it might just be water when it
arrives, jk...but i miss you soo much, the fact that i saw u just makes
it worse now. but still i cant be unhappy with snow on the ground, so i
will survive, i even made a kacie snow-woman, its pretty cute fyi

Kacie Smith
February 4 at 4:41pm
:[
I miss you lots, babeee.
I'm sure the kacie snow-woman is a hottie.
anything with the official 'kacie' label is bound to be fabulous.
♥

sooo what are you up to?

PJ McClure
February 7 at 4:59pm
not much, basically i got a DUI tuesday night, so my life officially sucks, how bout u?

Kacie Smith
February 7 at 5:05pm
:[ no fun
I got an MIP on superbowl sunday
... gay

we are both bad seeds
but I love you anyways :]

PJ McClure
February 7 at 5:22pm
i know, i just suck at life, now i cant drive, and i have to pay for a shit ton of stuff, i think i am just goin to shoot myself

Kacie Smith
February 7 at 5:23pm
:[
don't do thattt
then we will never be a happily married couple
hang in there, compadre

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PJ McClure
February 7 at 5:32pm
im
just kidding i couldnt end my life, cause i know we are goin to be
together which makes me super happy, i am just pissed off, but on the
positive side i did not lose my ass virginity so things could be worse.

Kacie Smith
February 7 at 5:43pm
:] loveee

//how long did you have to stay?

PJ McClure
February 7 at 5:48pm
for two days, but my lovely mom bailed me out and i have to go to court tomorrow, so hopefully i dont get totally fucked over.

PJ McClure
February 7 at 7:17pm
and
in case i die i am goin to send you a ring in the mail, not really, at
least the dying part, but fo sho, you me = married whenever we get
enough money to do so...

Kacie Smith
February 8 at 6:54am
yay for moms :]
good luck at court. I'm sure that it will be a really excellent experience.
yeh, no dying. I'd be sad.
marriage! I'm looking at wedding dresses already, honey bun.

PJ McClure
February 8 at 1:36pm
i think your wedding dress should be your birthday suit, cause that would be hawt.

Kacie Smith
February 8 at 1:54pm
you are naughty
but nobody gets married in their birthday suit!
thats for after
and then its called your married suit

PJ McClure
February 10 at 12:07am
oh....i thought it would be called the sex suit, but i guess to each their own

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okay, so if you read all that, you're a hero.
if not, the gist of it is .. the title of the thread. everything seems like an omen now, looking back.
but I really try hard not to think of it that way because he wouldn't want me to hurt the way that makes me hurt.