I'm very anxious, could someone help me?

REVISITED (After reading this plz read below, thank you) I broke up with my gf more than a year ago and the idea that I wasn't going to have sex with her ever again made me go crazy!!!! As a result of extreme sexual frustration I ended up loosing my butt virginity because I was playing with butt-hole and doing experiments. Now, I'm very anxious because when I jog or work-out the area from behind gets wet and I can feel my butt-hole is wet and loose. Now, having lost my ass virginity (I did it to myself), does that mean I'm "gay". I've always been str8 and had gf's but I need some help here from those expert gays or whatever. Everyday I live with extreme anxiety for doing this to my body and breaking my own ass virginity. Another question, if a guy looses his ass virginity is he automatically labeled as gay? Cuz I know alot of guys who have their gf's massage their prostate.......anyway, any help provided from experts or people with similar experience like mine WOULD BE APPRECIATED!!
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Hey guys it has been 2 months now and I still feel anxious. I think you guys I'm becoming even depressed from this and it is affecting my school and everything. Here's what I'm experiencing in short and I hope there are some experts out there who might be able to help out.
Sorry for the vivid details but here here it goes. My butt hole has become sensitive like never ever before. Now, its like when I try to work my erection muscle (cant think of terminology so bear with me) it's almost like my ass muscle responds instead. I really dont know how to get my point accross further but I'm FREAKING OUT. And from time to time I feel my butthole to see if it tightened up or smthng like that and it is loose meaning I can easily insert my finger if I wanted. FUCK I feel I'm doomed!!
Also as a consequence of breaking up with my gf and feeling that I was abused and ofcourse got messed up emotionally, I lost my confidence around girls and I softened up so things arent getting better thats for sure. I get emotional swings its scary and thats adding to my anxiety from the original root cause of the main problem, and I'm afraid. Also, many times my butt hole scratches and sometimes when I'm masturbating on porn and I feel my butt hole I swear it is so loose that I get turned off and start imagining that I'm gay........... (No offense to gays whatsoever)
Now I'm starting to wonder and pretty go with my instincts I really feel my testosterone hormones are dowwwwwwwwwn from emotional trauma as a result of breaking up and maybe bodily canges and reactions caused from stimulating my ass hole on many many occasions that it became sensitive and maybe the main g-spot instead of my dick...........

I dont know what to think anymore guys I swear I'm loosing it.......anyway I rest my case and leave it to you guys hopefully hear some good analysis from someone who likes helping just for the sake of helping. (for the record,
this whole anxiety trap im in started lets say 7 months ago out of emotional and sexual frustration when i started using dildos and doing crazy things i never thought of doing to end the frustration)

Thank you for your time!

 

It has nothing to do with being gay. There are nerve endings in the anus, and they feel good. Don't worry about it - there are plenty of straight guys in this forum who've posted in the Love & Sex section that like ass play.

Being gay has to do with sexual and emotional interested in other guys.

 

Are you serious, dude?

There are countless straight dudes that shove things up their ass. You are worrying over nothing.

 

I really wouldnt worry about it, you would know if you tore something and damaged that area ..believe me ....as for whether you are gay...no....your not !!!!!