I'm this close |--|

think I'm about to do myself in any day now


and I'm not being selfish or stupid, ya know I've exhausted all the help I could get around here, nobody would really miss me and they're just waiting for me to finally fucking do it.

 

Ask your parents permission before you do it. They might care!

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wcEu47mR43U"]Kix - Don't Close Your Eyes (HQ music video) - YouTube

 

sorry guys -facepalm-

it's like multiple people living crammed in my noggin

Yeah, I got mom's permission and since dad's dead I'm sure he don't give a fuck lol

 

did you guys just get a suicidal kid to facepalm?

:rofl:

 

Are you depressed? Nobody should have to feel like anyone is just waiting for them to die. If someone acts like they are waiting for you to die, there is something wrong with them.

 

Nah, that was all me buddy. it's this one stupid thing called borderline personality disorder. if it had a face I would punch it

gonna order a pizza now I guess


EDIT: funny how you default to that I must be a 'kid' because I'm suicidal, so I facepalm you too.

 

well Sister #2, the 6-year veteran mc'donalds crew member, said I wish you would, you'll never go anywhere in life and you're a this that and the other

well I don't give a fuck about what you say michelle you degenerate fuck lol

then she goes back on the computer to play world of warcraft for 1835860 hours

at least I got to throw root beer in her face last sunday

 

Into the endless void of nothingness is a fate we all share. Do not rush into it. It comes all too soon, friend. There are millions of things you can/will do in a lifetime to please yourself and others. Rise above your family troubles and go forth into something worthwhile. This is all we have--don't throw it away.

 

Then we fill the fill void. In her time: she looked awfully Catholic.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=355Fk8drgZE

 

But that would be the ultimate indeterministic choice, and believing in it as I still do I could not choose anything More to go on believing in. Morally instead I'm afraid, and Nature is lied about in Science. O.K.

 

I officially think you're a joke.

your fucking username is LOSTKID.

un fucking believable

 

Dont do it man..we will miss you

 

There's just assholes in the world who are trying to pull other people down. Sometimes those assholes are our family members.

Sometimes people say things like that and they don't really mean them. Even if they do mean them though, you don't have to listen to them.

Some times life kicks you in the balls, and the strength to carry on has to come from within.

I don't believe in trying to talk someone out of suicide, but rather say that there's probably a way for things to get better and for you to be glad that you're alive.

You might want to talk about these things on www.suicideforum.com . It's more strictly moderated, and the folks there will know a lot more about this sort of thing.

I hope that things can get better for you soon!

 

the best revenge against those who would tear you down is to keep going. someday you'll be rich and famous, she won't recognize you, ask you for money, and you'll give her a yodel or a cigarette or something b'cuz rich people keep most of their money on plastic.

edit: why a yodel? because they're fucking delicious!

 

Because like.. I was stealing wifi.. at a truck stop hitchhiking.. when I made that name.. and like.. just.. nevermind, man.. smh..

What I fail to see is why some go out on the town and look for arguments to get engaged in. I don't care if it is ''entertaining'', and I don't care if you want to give off the facade that you're a big kid and want to flaunt your supposedly big dick, you're sick for picking on people will mental illnesses. Big guy you must be.

 

did I really just have to explain that whole reasoning to some fucking dickbag

anyhoo

friends are good and supportive and I love my guitar

I wish you could hear some of the shit I'd been recording.

Don't worry about me, kind folks, and thanks for your knowledge

Except for that one guy who should get raped by a gimp at a chuck-e-cheese's and then die in a fire

 

Raped like Mikey in Puff Puff pass?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q5w6VN1piUc"]Puff, Puff, Pass - full movie (eng) - YouTube

skip to 1:13.59

 

I can relate. I have a lot of problems and I've been exhausted for a long time.
How old are you?
There are state mental health programs that can help for free. Just do a google search or maybe even call a local hospital and they should be able to direct you to a mental health facility. There are outpatient and inpatient. I recommend the outpatient, but I'm not sure what you would need. You will be able to talk to a psychiatrist and they'll listen to your problems and put you on medication if you need to be.

There's also a mental health section on hipforums that might be more helpful to you:
http://www.hipforums.com/newforums/forumdisplay.php?f=385

How are you? Hope you're feeling better.

 

:grouphug: