I'm really upset.... i broke up with my ex a while ago because i needed time to figure who i really am. well so far so good....im realizing im a totally different person than i ever thought i was. i've also decided that i dont want a career, or a 9-5 job. i talked to him today for the first time in a while and explained this to him and that i want to drive around from city to city, and travel, and explore and go to concerts and peace rallies and protests and all that stuff, and to make money i would sell handmade clothes, and psychedelic paintings online and at artshows. he laughed at me i couldn't believe the bestest friend i've had for 4 years of my life laughed at my dreams. and then he told me it's impossible to live like that, and that i HAVE NO CHOICE but to get a career. i am so frustrated with his...and everyone elses close mindedness. It's hurting me so bad that i can't find anyone who is like me, who dreams of things like this like i do....everyone says its impossible. I just want to find someone who will jump on the train with me and take off. I've never felt so frustratingly alone!! UGH!!!!