I'm leaving the forums for awhile, I'll be back. I just gotta clean up and I don't think I should be reading these forums while doing so -_-. I have depersonalization and when I stayed fucked up all the time it just gets much more crazy and I get homicidal thoughts and don't give two fucks about anything and thats not good aha. Well, happy toking guys, I'll return shortly.
Good luck man. We'll miss you. I don't know why I'm typing this....you're obviously already gone........yet, I'm still typing. Peace, turkey.
GAH. I know i was soppose to be gone, but I forgot to reply to some pm's damn I'm a loser. Ok, now all drug temptations must go. I'm off to the farm, sucks cuase they'll probably be shrooms everywere. -_-.and no dont ask for shrooms cuase I'm not even gonna look at em'. Thank you for your support, Bye now for a week or two
O its just for a week or two? whats that gonna do? I looked up Depersanilization disorder and it seems like you should be going to counceling and heavy rehab for your extreme problems. The homicidal and fake worlds you are creating need to be controlled.
Well I'm back. Jake, I think you're confusing depersonalztion with something else. If you've ever taken alot of drugs over a long period of time and you feel hazy/dreamy. Thats what I feel like normally. Now, if I'm constanly fucked up, then things get alittle worse you know. So, as long as i keep myself centered I think I'll be ok.
I have extreme depersonalization. I always feel like I'm dreaming or that I'm dissociated or disconnected, and I just feel like I go through everyday like a robot. That's one of the main reasons I smoke weed; to gain interest in things, which works wonders, until I'm not stoned anymore.
I guess I'm lucky, I tend to feel like it makes things alittle more crazy/interesting. But, I don't know how you deal with that, cuase when I get like that that's when I have to step back from everything.
It's not that it's not cool to get all zoned out like that, for no reason. It's just that, when it gets really bad, that's when I lose interest in other things, because I'm always so tripped out by the thought of nothing being real. It's cool every once in a while, but it gets strange at work and it pisses me off, because it makes me just wanna chill and not have to be at work anymore.
you're already gone but hey fuck it.. good luck with everything!! i'll miss ya ... oops didn't read the rest of these posts didn't realize you were back lol
