I'm Nervous About Summer (Pointless)

Last summer... all I did was smoke every day and I fully enjoyed it. I believe it was the best, most relaxing summer ever. All of my friends already hated me for smoking and so we never hung out, so I just kinda accepted that and chilled at my house, occasionally having the one other person that smoked come over.
But a few months ago, SOMETHING went wrong with my oculomotor nerve(self diagnosed) and my eyes feel REALLY strange and I can actually no longer get high, without my eyes feeling extremely heavy and I feel REALY weird and its just miserable... so since I won't be able to avoid the sucky reality of a summer with no one like me to hag out with, I'm not sure what I'll do.
I hope that the eye-doctor will notice something is wrong with my eyes during my next visit and hopefully give me something for it, but I believe it is surgery, but I can't find much information on it.

Either way, I'm not not sure how I'll cope with every summer day with nothing significant to do. Last year it was easy to just smoke, and watch movies or read... it's alot harder to enjoy that when sober.

Also... if anyone has any idea on the importance of the oculomotor nerves function, I would love to hear it. Its supposed to be related to strabismus... which I did have surgery for when I was a year old.
I just really miss the days where I could smoke weed

 

get drunk

 

fuck getting drunk only idiots do that...
enjoy life

 

Agreed.
Maybe just go out and meet some new, people?

 

Grow some mushrooms, its a great little hobby that can be very easily done at home.

 

no.
i cant imagine drinking ever day. i would kill myself.

 

try to become friends with the poeple you hung out with before or try to meet new poeple before the school year ends

 

"Get drunk"
There's a difference between smoking weed and enjoying my days, and simply killing my body to hide any misery.

Hanging with friends from before is out... I simply disagree with all their morals.

Im hoping to "enjoy life"... but not sure if I'll be able to do that easily.


And about the shrooms: My eyes fucked up the most one night on Morning Glories... and so psychedelics may actually be even more harsh than a weed high
But shrooms are what I desire to do the most.
I'd easily pass up weed for the summer for a single good trip

 

just talk to eye doctor if its not serious dont get the surgery if it is get the surgery/whatever he recommends and then you are set to go...and the weed will help with the pain but yea just find friends or get a job to keep yourself occupied. pick up a hobby or a sport. find anything to pass the time

my summer is also going to suck i was planning on having a summer like yours last year but now i'm on probation all summer. once i get off itll be great. im just working and will occasionally drink and maybe trip with some friends

 

^Thanks man.

But the eye thing came on the very night of the Morning Glories... I'm really not sure if it caused it or not... I wouldn't think so since NO ONE has ever posted anything about them being at all damaging(that I'm aware from extensive searches). So telling my eye doctor about that would be difficult because my mother would probably be too pissed off to allow surgery... She's crazy

 

Just tell him you noticed something wrong, don't tell him you know what may have caused it. You obviously have a history of eye problems, I doubt the doctor's first conclusion will be that you do drugs.

 

^exactly just saying something got in my eye the other day/someone or thing hit my eye that other day

 

^ or say one day when u woke up they were liek that

o yea and i forgot to mention try to get a job that will keep you busy and by the end of the summer youll have alot of money haha

 

getta job ya bum

 

If all else fails, just tell him about the morning glories. It would be awkward and morning glories would be weird to anyone who hasnt heard of them, but it could help and make him understand it's more serious than not.
I cant imagine the doctor wanting to report you.

 

You can grow other mushrooms. You know, shitaki and the like. Non-psychoactive mycology can still be a lot of fun.

 

hmm try to meet new people. hell and shrooms arnt to hard to get just ask ur dealer he can prob hook u up. and if u cant smoke weed i wouldnt suggest switching it out for daily opiate use but if u wanted it wouldnt be the worst thing in the world to do some opiate every once in a while.

 

A: ask a doc whats up with your eye.
B: get a job to pay for treatment, or just to put away. it always helps to have money.

 

when u say ur eyes get fucked up, wat do u mean? and do they hurt or anything? if they just get heavy and tired, dude thats cool thats normal when ur stoned.

 

That's a very narrow minded generalisation there.. :-/

Many idiots do but I can think of 1000s of idiots who get stoned too.


Idiots are everywhere!