I'm done with weed.....

Well I have been having problems with weed for A WHILE paranoia and the whole nine... There are lots of times I smoked and was like "OMFG this is the last time this shit is too crazy" but last weekend I smoked again and this time it wasnt paranoia.. I just looked at the guys I was smoking with and I was like "This is it"... I just felt like a complete loser... I felt like the whole getting high thing is so immature and sooo dumb... I just had the worst feeling of disgust with myself... I finnally have quit weed. But yea I felt like a total lame...Then when I got home and looked in the mirror... omg... For some reason when I look in the mirror when I'm high i always feel like the weed is making me ugly or changing my looks or making me look older... and I start going nuts cleaning my face and drinking water like crazy XD! ( I do it everytime I get high believe me)

umm.. what else?

oh yea no disrespect to people who still burn cause i have nothing against it because I understand it.. But my mind just doesnt agree with it and I must respect my mind

I will still be on hipforums but I'm done with weed.... can I get some support from my people?

 

i know what you mean....i have hung out with some people and i smoke with them...then i feel like a loserassbitch. but idk, when that happens i just take a short break.

 

that's why I always partake in the medicine alone...........

unless I'm sharing with a good friend.

 

^ stalk has got the right idea.

 

i get like that all the time when i used to. i think it was because i was with someone i really didnt like. when i am with my boyfriend i really dont feel bad because he knows me and doesnt judge me. with other people i used to get all weirded out and paranoid and i wouldnt drive with anyone. i think in moderation everything works out. its a special thing for me. it will never get old

 

or unless I'm at a concert or something.
but for the most part,
it's a solo mission these days. I love it like that. Introspective and I can focus on my creativity.

 

me to. I rather smoke alone

 

ehh it depends who you hang around. I associate myself only with who I call "high maintenance smokers" or connoisseurs of marijuana if you will. We have intelligent conversations and don't just toke to get fucked up. I'm sorry you had to get involved with these "losers" because it sounds like it ruined your outlook on weed, when its not actually the weed its the people.

 

Good for you i guess, if it disgusts you then by all means quit. 'This is it' i can kinda feel ya here, it's never gonna be as good as it was when i first started out and everything was so new and exciting and now you just wake up to 4 guys on a couch blazed as hell, not talking lol i can picture it, hell sometimes i live it and am it. You should've got higher and gone outside or macked some women. Do what you want though, i doubt you've quit for ever.

 

i felt kind of like this the other day, i smoked with some people i didn't know that well and after i smoked i was just really bored, like i wanted to be sober again because i was just high and bored and no one was really saying anything..it sucked.
so i just smoke with people i know i will have fun with.

 

agreed

 

Yeah, I prefer to do almost all mind-altering things by myself. Weed, Shrooms, and LSD especially. In fact, when I started smoking, it was only by myself. it helps in a few ways. Your weed will last you much longer. And if you really do want to use a drug to change yourself in a better way, doing it alone is more beneficial.

 

When i smoke alone sometimes my paranoia and stuff gets worse because I am so focused on my thoughts lol.. But yea i'm pretty much done with it.. :hat:

 

you gotta do what you gotta do

it's good that you're not one of these noobs who doesn't have the will power to stop smoking up despite them knowing it's no longer beneficial

:cheers2:

 

some things just aren't right for everyone.

 

it sounds like you're growing up and growing out of weed.
that's fine, though! if it makes you feel bad about stuff and about yourself,
then you shouldn't be doing it..

good luck quitting! hope it works out.

 

I learned that instead of abstaining from these wondrous substances, greater emphasis must simply be put on the quality of set and setting

 

seems like everyone is "done" with weed..

 

Well, it's your choice and if you think you wanna quit then go for it. There really isn't no right or wrong here, it depends on the person.

 

okaaaaaay have fun with that... on strait edge avenue... are you going to vote republican next? I wouldn't trust smoking around you, I think you'd snitch just out of bitterness.
- daily toker for over a year now