I come across as one of the most strong-willed, confident girls out of my freinsd... and in my head i am, but in the mirror im not, at parties, im not, i hate my figure and although i think life is precious and we shouldnt care about looks, I DO, i feel so many insecurities but always preach that looks and weight dont matter. I lie alot too, to my parents, to my friends, and have a tendency to give in when it matters most, when i really should speak my mind, i dont...i have developed some terrible habits of pleasing people at the moment, just trying to make the person happy instead of saying what im really thinking. its making me sick, this fear is truly taking a toll on my once EXISTANT confidence
Open your eye's, it's full of surprise, everyone lie's like the fox on the rocks, and the musical box.
You sound like an only child, are you? I ask this question only because If any of my brothers or sisters ever step out of line and try to present themselves as something their not, one of us will usually rebuke them by embarrassing them in front of their friends - so everybody stays in line. Hotwater
i have a younger brother, and i always call him out and try and give him different views of things, but he doesnt seem to be so analytical of me or even notice anythng
