I'm going to be as short as posible. I was friend with this girl, she liked to flirt with me, we flirted a lot, went out a lot and things started to get more closer. We got pretty close, with kisses an all, one day she told me "what do you think about having sex being just friends?", i told her it was normal but i would prefer if there is something more, i had a lot of chances to be with her but i didn't wanted to rush so much or just get advantage of her so i backed up a few times. Then we started fighting, she started to tell me i was being too intense, taking too much care of her, i loved her a lot and we told each other we loved but things got ugly, especially when some guy uglier than shit started to flirt with her and even though she told me they were just friends and she was never going to be with him because he is an idiot, i read some conversations with him and they were really close, like i used to be, she started to stop talking to me often and telling me stuff, and i did the worst thing you can do when you are feeling you lost her, i became more intense, trying to show her how much i loved her. Then she crushed me, told me she was sorry she told me things she never felt, that she only wanted to be friends and that each one of us should go its own road. Then i found out she was dating the guy, she was planning to be his boyfriend after all the bad things she said about him, after all we went, after telling me that in order to get a boyfriend she must know the other guy, do things slow and all that stuff, this guy knew her from only 2 weeks, and when she reads his texts she puts that face she did with me, that face that you know is in love. Later i find out she's been having sex with his ex-boyfriend(he is now her friend with benefits), and she told me she was virgin, and that she hated him, (her ex) that things with him died long ago and will never be back, but i knew something was wrong when i saw her with him every once in a while, but i didn't pay attention to it since i though i was being jealous. Then i found out she is excited about the ugly guy only because she wants to fuck him, use him, she was replacing me with him, this guy is seriously in love and is going to get hurt. The thing is, i dont feel love about her anymore, but i'd like to have sex with her just as friends, are there any posibilities? i am not looking at having anything more than that with her, she doesn't deserve it but i have this kind of lust about her that i dont know how to stop. I feel kind of weird for asking this stuff but hell i don't know where else to go or ask, if you thing i missed something, if you want to know something more in deep, go ahead and ask and be as direct as possible, there are a lot of stuff i didn't told i just wanted to be as short and direct as possible. Thanks for reading.