i would like to try lsd, it isn't dengerous right?

hello every one
my name is harel and im 23 ..
i really wanna try lsd. i understand it helps you see the real you, gets you out of deppresiob, and feel ho everything is connected..everything is one,pure love.
i will tell you why i wanna do this.
i have no confidence.. i finding my self stuck at home for almost 5 years with no friends..im only going for work,then home and so on...i don't have mental issus..im a normal guy as child i remember my self happy and all this..then when i grew up i began to lose confidece.. i guess its depends when u grow up..my home never was full of people, we are not a big family..the only people i knew was my parents, our grandphas bearly saw us as and as i think about it my parents never has a real confidence, especially my mom.. my dad was always try to do like he has but its just ego..i remember when my mom were hugging me she had like a shame or shynes in her eyes..
i began to lose my confidence necause the guys i was going out witj when i was 17 ...
they always told me im too short and all this and gave me aome nicknames.. so i preferd to hide and not going out anymore.. i didnt want to deal with my ego getting hert.. dont know.. i just felt insecure and as i didn't have something to offer..it's surly because my parents didn't really teach ed me how to be independet man..and i didn't jave knowledge of things and all this..
the problem is that i got use to it, and i don't have the energy i use to jave anymore.. i know it is not good, but i don't feel like i really wanna change.. i got used to this state of hide..like my safe place. people on work who see me don't know this on me cause i hide it, i also have a good look, and i'm normal.. just when anybody talks of "what did u do last ftiday" i suddenly walks away, cause i don't really know places..
anyway.. i want to start over again and have more confidence.. and experience something that will stund me and will give me passion cause right now i feel like a zombie..
could it help?
thank u so much for reading and helping

 

It isn't dangerous at all. But, if you have issues in your waking life that need attention, you should first try to resolve or at least get a grip on them before tripping. Keep an open mind, be positive, keep smiling and be happy. Have no fear and go in with an open mind seeking to know more about yourself and everything you'll do good.

 

It can be dangerous if you're a fuckwit, as long as you don't do stupid shit you'll be alright. It's surprising the amount of control you've got, at the lower doses at least, but it's highly recommended to have as little to do as possible so you can just... trip.

 

you definitely what to be in a peaceful place away from people that would make you feel uncomfortable. i would recommend doing what sundweller1989 said and getting a good grasp on your life before tripping, any doubt you have could come out in a negative way and cause a bad trip. and everyone knows a bad trip isn't fun. good music is always a plus. since it is your first time i would recommend doing it in side if you can, i know the first time i dosed outdoors it was way intense(thank Merlin's beard for my buddy Abe, saved my ass) i would finally recommend just taking one dose since it is your first time, mostly just to see if you like it and if you don't know the potency that is the best way to try it. i wish there was some lucy here in Iowa. best of luck to you man and may your journey be as great as mine has been.

 

i understand.. first of all, thank u all for answering!
i just have two questions:
lsd can make shy and unconfidence people to be the oppositr?
and how can i know if this is original lsd or clean, without any other things on it?

 

It can. Or not. It's different for every single person.

The only way to know if you have actual LSD without having experience to compare it to is to have it tested. IMO, there isn't such a thing as "dirty" acid. It's either LSD or it's not. Tiny amounts of impurities aren't psycho active in microgram quantities. There is a home test, someone here could chime in, I don't recall the name but it will only tell you there are lysergimides present. It won't tell you quality or quantity.

As I always suggest, get on google and do as much reading as you can.
Education is key.
Be safe.

 

If you feel socially detached, maybe you should try MDMA instead. MDMA helped me a lot with feelings of social anxiety and now I just get along better with people. As much as I love LSD, it's not really a very social thing, more like a cosmic awareness. It is beautiful though and you definitely should try it anyway.

 

After reading your post I thought about MDMA too, it's often called an empathogen/entactogen, meaning it produces emotional closeness with people, which sounds more like what you're looking for.
But I guess you'd have to be with peoples to really appreciate this effect. Festivals are great place to do this thing (for example you could go to a concert of a band you like and have a good time dancing and talking with peoples)

- When I did it I felt like I was back into a second childhood, everything seemed so easy, funny, and I had so much energy

 

yes but i'm looking for some spiritual awakening too.
for something like a year or more i'm in the spiritual search.
maybe it is because my disspoitments from life, from my ego...i know there is nothing to find really but i dont know..
if lsd gives you an idea about what you really are(love, you are all and everyone) , so i will feel it and i will not have to be afraid anymore, no?

 

Don't worry about the ego, it's just something we have made up a concept similar to the number 6, it's doesn't do anything it's just a concept - wake up

 

Feeling good can be spiritual awakening aswell, although I get what you mean. Maybe going on a lsd trip would be a bit too much if you're not familiar with drugs (if you haven't smoke weed, or done any psychedelics yet), it seems to me that mdma would be an easier experience (I've never done lsd myself so I can't really tell).
Trying to find a solution to all your problems in one dose seems unrealistic to me, trying to solve your relationship problems and get a deep spiritual experience at the same time doesn't sound like a good idea to me, the mix of all those complex feelings and ideas with lsd may end up in you having a hard time dealing with all this at once.
Don't you have any friend at all ? No one you could plan on tripping with ? What kind of things are you into ? Tell us more about yourself, your life, state of mind etc, and wait for the experienced ones here to give you their points of view

 

ok, lets put my situation more clear...
no, right now i don't have any friend at all.. but the point is that i don't really feel i want or i need to have..
it's like i really love my self alone, if you can let me walk alone in the sun for miles i'll do that. i always remember my self, even in the time of school when i was hanging out, i preferd my "alone" time.. i always loved to do back home alone and see the grass or the sun on the planets.. and i\kinda sing to myelf..
and now i guess i got use to it, it is my safe place and i learn to love this idea, maybe because the unconfidence i had.. but now someone outside (like my brother, mom,dad) needs to push me for change, cause i know it isn't good but the fear to be watched and also the idea that i got used to it, doesnt let me do this.. i feel i like a zombie, a little aphatic, don't seem to get excited from anything and it's make sence cause it is routine of nothingness.
the thing is that i can get use to something and it will not too bothers mee, until someone outside tells me something offensive about that "time is ticking and u do nothing with your life, no friends, girlfriend, nothing.."
i'm not sad at all, like i said, it's kinda good for me, i feel comfortable,
i'm an optimistic guy, and i love to sing too..
heres song i wrote.. its me singing..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DLFjvXd4pbQ

anyway i also always wanted to know about the mystery of life.. i always wonder.. what is all this, and all that..

 

I think you're someone who prefers being alone -but you're feeling pressure from others to conform to their preferred 'social preference.'

It comes down to preference. You seem hardwired to prefer solitude. I think you'll be better off accepting that about yourself and politely rejecting outside pressure to conform to something you're not.

 

Yeah but on the other hand, if he has had no friend for years, how can he really know about that ? I too feel really comfortable being along, I like it, but I also like to see my friends, and would like to have a gf (to be alone with someone), because sometimes people can make you grow a better person, make you realize things, and it's nice to share moments with others. I think you wouldn't be looking for gaining confidence, if it wasn't to become more open to others. I guess you need love like most (if not every) person.
Eventually, you'll do the drug that will feel right for you, I just think that MDMA has this power of getting peoples closers, and that might be a good experience (also it's quite easy to find, and probably "easier" on your mind than LSD).
How would you like to do lsd? Where ? In what conditions?

 

If you like being alone, there's nothing wrong with that, unless you're actually afraid of being with people.

LSD will not just change your preferences in company. But it may still improve your quality of life.

If you don't know anybody, you better start meeting people, if you want LSD. It takes a lot of meeting.

 

Hahaha, it does take "a lot of meeting."

 

There's nothing wrong with enjoying being alone... I like my alone time too... but I also like being around people - just depends what mood I'm in. I'd certainly say I'm an introvert. But then introverts make the best friends and true friendships usually last a lifetime.

I have found LSD to be incredibly theraputic... I already had quite a high level of confidence (to the extent quite a lot of people would call me arrogant... I wouldn't have called it arrogance, I just know what I'm good at). LSD boosted my confidence even more, it let me analyse my whole life from birth to present + options for the future (yes, I remembered my birth!). It let me analyse every choice I've ever made, every alternate path I could have taken.

And let me realise... for the most part... I'm happy with the choices I made and the situation it has led to. I'm in a good place

I've had a couple of trips that some people would consider "bad"... the thing is, with acid... I don't think there ever truly is a bad trip. It goes that way because your subconscious is trying to show you something, so there's always something to learn from it.

(on the other hand, a truly bad trip would be doing it in the wrong location and jumping off a tall building... just plan well and start off in a safe location and you will be fine).

I've rebuilt myself a couple of times, questioned all I hold to be fact or belief & come back more confident from it.

People will react differently, of course... but LSD is a wonderfully therapeutic drug if treated properly.

It may help you... but it may not be in the way you expect or hope... you may come back from it realising that you like being alone and there is no need to change.

Don't expect anything from it - just allow it to take you where it takes you (mentally)... you will get something out of it, even if it doesn't feel pleasant at the time.



If you really want to connect with people more, like others have mentioned - try MDMA - it lets you see the positive side in everybody & they react better toward you due to your body language.

 

A lot of quality advice given already. I agree with the Psychedelics reccommended for the particular goals you are striving for...

I'd reccommend LSD if the primary goal is for gaining insight into the roots of your issues, and if you seek a spiritually oriented experience.

MDMA may be better suited if you want to connect more socially and seek to find some social confidence.

I think either or have the potential to satisfy all those goals but generally speaking those are the realms where I find each drug excels. Also if purity or scarcity of those chemicals are an issue, psilocybin mushrooms may be another route to go.

 

The only real danger is yourself. That and the risk of getting a research chemical instead of a actual LSD. But even then you should be fine as long as you're taking a low enough dose.

You sound like you have some issues that you should try to clear up first. One of the fastest paths to an addiction is solving your problems through psychedelics. You'll probably find more questions than answers in your psychedelic journey, and psychedelics are known to worsen depression if thats what you're going through. A lot of the web will say there is no danger in LSD and no such thing as an addiction to LSD. On the contrary, a lot of the web will say ANY drug is terrible. I think the more reasonable experienced ones of us know this not to be true.

But take it from me, Psychedelics aren't an answer to your problems, they're not the solution to your inquires. They are a lesson to your being, and sometimes that lesson has to be taught the hard way. Don't fret about the bad trip propaganda, I can't say if that's true or not, because I haven't experienced it. But LSD isn't a magical euphoric trip through Candyland, it's a very real experience, surreal would be the best I can say. But it's not that cartoon ride with your favorite animated characters, you will be facing reality in another form.

I for one wish everyone could have a psychedelic experience in their life, but I don't feel you're looking into it with the right idea. I only say this because you are very likely to come out of this first trip without answers to your questions. You may on the other hand find that your questions didn't even matter. It is true that many a person including myself have found this great feeling of being one with everything, love, euphoria, a heaven to our spirit. But that's not a solution. Just be careful okay? I recommend a trip sitter, someone you trust, gf, best friend. An experienced person would be good, but I think anyone could do if you trust them

 

Psychedelics are being trialled to help with depression, it's quite rare they make it worse!?

I've read much more about it helping depression that the other way around...