I want to hear your "rollin" experiences!

How did you feel? What was the setting? Please describe your expierence. I will post mine in a few week after I try it.

 

Oh gawd....well every time is different ~ I'm too lazy to go into anything in detail but I will say that my very first time rolling when I was 17 was the first time I kissed a girl....hehe. And the last time I rolled was probably my favorite setting so far.....we were in the smokey mtns and chillin' in a cabin in middle of nowhere. We took short hikes, laid in the hot tub, took pictures, and it was so beautiful out. Plus it helped I was in really good company that night Have fun & be careful! Read up!

 

Sounds like fun, hope its not the last time

 

Me too

 

Another place that’s right there under the surface of it all, but you'd never know it with out seeing, it feeling it, a place that’s too immense to express, so good, so much truth right there, so much feeling, so much purity and chaos all mixed into one incredibly complete experience that you can’t imagine, and its all there in your head just waiting to be released, and it comes… as the intensity elevates you feel your body and mind rising higher and higher towards it, the music hits that perfect emotion and everything you’ve ever done in your entire life is worth it, worth everything to have it all culminate into that euphoric atmosphere, it carries you to the places you’ve always wanted to be and never known it because you were innocent until then, until you realize everything, realized it all and you lose control... you’re there…

...so good...

 

I will sound like an ignoramus I am sure, but if I don't ask I won't know. What are we talking about here? At first I thought it was about rolling a doob, but clearly it is not. Since it is posted under the letter X, I have a guess, but being that I gradded in '82, b4 many here were a sparkle in their dad's eye, I am a little out of touch. Never been to a rave, and the only X I know is ZZ Top's song "I heard it on the X.", and of course 50 cent's song In da club, where he says he got the X. Back in '82, my friends toked, ate shrooms, dropped cid, and did the odd rail, which was way $$$, so it was very rare, crack was called freebase, and hydroponics were just starting to get popular. Speed was pills like black beauties, and there was DMA around, but no one I knew tried it. There wasn't any down around here, and no such thing as shards, or gak either. Five hits of red dragon one new years eve was about as 'rollin' as I ever want to be...

You give me something I can feel
My heart is like a wheel
Let me roll it
Let me roll it to ya.

 

ecstacy pills "X" for short ~ you had it right
I think the reason it's called "rolling" when your on it is because sometimes it will make your eyes have a tendancy to lightly roll in the back of your head.....or so I've heard that's where "rolling" came about.

 

AHA!!! WOW! Thatsamazing you said that.... Because that's exactly what happened to me last night: The eyes rollign bit. And it was during the bad part of the trip.... I felt like i was going slightly mad... now i know its normal.

So yeah, last night was my first time. We took it at a friend's house, in the kitchen, then up to his room (red walls, arabic cushions, cndles...) to smoke a joint. We went to the supermarket to do the shopping, and we were all a bit... mad. But that was mostly just the weed. Then when we got back to his house, and started cooking, i guess that's where the effects started comming in. Intense philosophising, and everyone tellign me about their euphoria. And then i got it. Maybe half an hour of it. Just well, u know. Happyness, but in normality. Just the act of cooking and being with Your friends in the kitchen was such a wonderfull, fun, beautiful experience. I felt likei was floating around, swimming with "swish swish" movements and just beign very high and happy. Hugging friends for ages, flattering eachother and tellign eachother how much everyone loves eachother and so on.... And then.... the bad stuff. That was pretty bad. Its like suddenly, i realised it was all a lie. All of us beign so happy and stuff, just a load of shit, that they were all living a lie. First, i was just a bit creeped out by somethign one of my friends said, then 2 other friends were on one side of the room, where it was all dark, and i thought they were talkign about negative, horrible parent problems... And the dark despair, violence, just seemed to be emanating from there... But the bad trip just suddenly emerged. Like if all the happyness and beauty and love just melted away, like if i had special glasses to see the real crap of life. Greyness, metal, robotics.... I mean it was all just so mettalic and artificial. I realised... I dont know, i cant even remember. I know i kept repeating to myself in my head "Theyre trying to save us from the meaning of life", on and on and on. I just had this revelation... Of how the whole of humanity is living in a lie. That there is no hope, we're just doomed... I was just seeing this endless huge spiral of despair... I felt like You do, when You see one of those horror or weird movies, but at the end the characters kill the monster or solve the problem or whatever, and are all happy and so on, and relived, and "yay, the horror pain nightmare has finished", but then right at the end the film shows the audience, that in fact "oh fuck. theyre wrong, theyre gona die, humanity is doomed". Like in the film Even Horizon, or Wrong Turn, and so on.
Anyway. So i was just so shocked i guess. I seriously was thinking i had ruined my life, that id either become mentally retarded, have a breakdown, become mad and have to go to a mental asylum, or id just get so totally depressed by having this information and have to go to a mental asylum. i was wishing i hadnt found out about lal this, that i could continue in ignorance but bliss, like my friends. They were still in euphoria. So during all this time, for 2 hours i ws just silent. Haadnt said a word in 2 hours, my eyes rolling in the back of my head, me feeling i was some mental case, but just absolutely terrified, just staying in the same position for half an hour, paralysed, sometimes one of my friends comming and askign me if i was ok, tellling me u have to talk when ur havign a bad trip. I didnt want to talk, i didnt want to ruin their trips, even tho i kind of was just by being all non-euphoric. I just noticed all the imperfectiosn in them. But of course, i do know them in reality, here i could just feel and see ALL THE TENSION between everyone. When im stoned i can too, but here it was so much worse. Just the jealousy, snide comments, sly remarks, attention-seeking, self-obsessions, insecurities, hidden fudes.... All their fuckign hang ups just comming up to the surface. I am not exagerating, it was horrible. All so fucked up. Though none of them seemed to notice it, even now they have no idea what im on about. They all had amazing trips, didnt notice a thing.
I dont know, i did have a whole tablet, like Jonny, and the other 4 only had half. Maybe it made me more in tune with all of them, or more sensitive to all of it... I also saw one of my friends, Jonny, in a whole new light. Ive always thaught hes so amazing and unique. And then, i just saw right through it. He probably doesnt even realise it himself, but i just saw how insecure he is. How he isnt really as intelligent as i thought, that he puts up his image to be cool and different and loved, and impress ppl, because he wants to fell secure and accepted. And he needs to reassure himself constantly, and feel reassured, and so is quite attention seeking... Some of the stuff he said, how he acted... It was just SO obvious!!! And NO ONE noticed. They have no idea what im talkign about. They didnt feel the tensions, or see how he was...
I dont understand. i know i wasnt imagining it... Im either very smart, or very paranoid. Or was just very stoned.

Either way, i remember saying last night i had the best and worst experience of my life.

Sorry bout the length of this...

 

everything feels soo good all i wanted to do my first time was fall down stairs and do backbends and stuff. it was crazy. my limbs were soo ...limber- and i ate sooo much ice- good to keep hydrated but not too hydrated - and dont drink too much liqour

 

The last time i did it was by far the best....i was at my first Widespread Panic show and that just lifted me 100 times more...i took one and a half *not a whole lot, but more than i had ever taken before*..during the show, the music sounded unbelievable, and i just felt so free and alive when i was dancing...i did'nt have a care in the world..after the show, walking back to the hotel room, i felt like i had a special connection with everyone..i talked to EVERYONE i saw and everyone was very responsive and really really nice. rolling with my boyfriend was just another factor that made it amazing..he made me feel so comfortable and just made me feel like a child again! Purcolekraze: i hope you love your experience...be safe and have fun!!!

 

ive only ever done it once, and i felt no bed experiences whatsoever!!!!! i just felt profoundly happy, i couldnt stop smiling!!
i was out with my friend and his family and friends at a summer solstice gathering, we had a bonfire, people were just jamming and dancing and we were playing with the fire chains and the kids were running around with their faces painted!! ill never forget it!!

 

yeah purcol have a great time!!!

 

First time i did e:
Was like a year ago... but i fucked up and drank some captain morgan before i popped the pill... so i had the worst hangover ever the next morning... never drink and do e, ever... so fucked up... but i rolled real hard, crazy sensations and stuff... just chilled at this huge party... we went back tot he party at like 4 am and saw 3 of the hottest chicks from school naked playing strip poker..
so it was all worth it
next day my h ead hurt the entire day worse than any migraine headache ive ever had...

Second time I did it: Yesterday.
Right now im feeling kind of weird and fucked up but no where near the same hangover as last time.. .made sure to do it RIGHT this time... did not have as much enhanced touch, but i was really really happy and rollin hard... i was in awonderful environment with people i trust... we were all in harmony with one another, embracing eachothers touch... giving eachother massages and feeling eachothers hair... it was a great time... we got some glow sticks and raved... listened to techno like the whole time... it was great....
my friend had these glasses that make like colors come from light... so thered be like 6 rainbows around a source of light... those made the rollin REAL good... funky glasses are awesome for rolling...
we went on walks and stuff... than we got a sober person to take us on a drive... and wow... driving around downtown minneapolis rolling w/ those glasses on is so trippy... theres just lights everywhere and you are lost in a sea of rainbows
it was so awesome
but now im really really tired... oh man i need some sleep

E is awesome... but now i gotta wait another year before i do it again hehe.

 

That's how i used to feel when i was getting high for my first times. Now i have this imaginary place in my head, this imaginary happyness that can never be reached a place like the my little pony cartoon. I will never be happy b/c i will never find that place...unless I do ecstasy.

 

I've never understood why it's called rolling...

The only time I have gotten eye rolls was on my first experience. It wasn't really a negative thing, however. I was just so fucking happy being with my friends, in the music, at whole with the universe that all I could do for a few minutes was just sit down, tilt my head back, and ride it all out with my eyes rolled in the back of my head in bliss. It was honestly one of the greatest experiences of my life.

I found that one thing I never got back from MDMA that I had on my first experience was the "WOW!" factor. My first time, my friend had asked me if it had hit me yet. It was both our first times and we were nervous. Up until that point, all I felt was an odd sensation in my stomach as well as noticing sound slowly increasing and my sight enhancing.

"No," I said simply. At that moment, I was free-falling. I swear, I'll probably never feel that again. I just knew. It hit me like i had never expected it to and it only increased from there. All I could do was smile, but never big enough. I let out a huge gasp of laughter as this feeling enveloped me. This magnificent feeling that I was beautiful, that the people in my life are beautiful, that being in itself is so fucking beautiful. Everything mattered for once. Except maybe words. Who needs terms when we each can feel. There were no words for that. It just all simply made sense and it was amazing. These feelings only magnified during this eternal moment until I reached the point when my eyes were rolled back from being so overwhelmed. I just cried. That's when my friend gave me the most enthused hug ever. I never experienced a roll quite so again. It was just WOW!

I won't lie, my subsequent experiences were just as profound and some even better than my first. It's just that I feel like I'm chasing a ghost when I think about how much I want to feel it all, like I did that moment when I realized for the first time what ecstasy truly is.

MDMA has to be my favorite drug.

 

Just to let you know the best time you'll ever have rolling is at a show, the like craziness of it all, the cops are there but they don't matter, you're smoking a bowl enjoying the music it's all wonderful. my friends and i had a bag full of glow sticks and lights and we were jamming out dancing our hearts out... and i was so happy with all the people around me, i was the only one without a boyfriend with me but i was so happy that i didn't have one i was giving random people who appeared next to me a few glow sticks adn telling them to have a good time, it was totally wonderful!

 

ive done e alot im not gonna go into detail but this one time sticks out in my head. Me and my friend were skating around the neighborhood. (Skateboard) Anyways we were rolling on one pill each and we asked these guys for ciggarettes out on the street and they said they didnt have any but i kept hassling them. Funny part was they came up to us like they would kick are ass. My friend took off but i picked up my board and was gonna swing it at them but they backed off. That was some funny shit.

 

damn duplicate.

 

I did it and i danced to some intense techno music for 4 hours. I called some kid i like adn confessed everything to him adn told him my life story (im usually a shy girl). I danced naked most of the time and tried to make my friend suck my boob. She said no and said i was raping her.