I want him fucking dead

I really fucking do. ugh, i can't take this everyday torture anymore. (father)

 

I hear ya, sista. What happened?

 

Bummer. I feel like that sometimes, too... I don't know... just think about how much he really loves you (although he might doesn't act like that sometimes)... I mean how would you actually feel if he was dead... Try to talk to him when you're both in good mood...

 

nice sig waterdreamer, thats a great record

 

I'd be fucking ecstatic. and he's never in a good mood, every person he comes in contact with he ruins their life. and im never in a good mood when i see him.

thank you seamonster, neutral milk hotel is quite amazing IMO

 

sorry that your dad is such a downer. Have you ever talked to him about that?

and i to love neutral milk hotel. In the aeroplane over the sea is an increadble album, just mind blowing!

 

trust me there's no way to talk to him, and i don't care for talking to him...even if he was capable of changing (which he is not) he's done too much to fuck up my life and fuck me up. all i want is to get the fuck out of this place and him out of my fucking life.

and yayy for another neutral milk hotel fan
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and my aeroplane over the sea cd is scratched! ugh!

 

Just to be cordial and all that kind of crap, I will, as always, offer you shelter at my place if things go completely awry. Even though I know you would never accept, I just felt the need to do that because, well, I don't even know.

 

haha thanks derek, that's really great of you...but i want to go to college and all so unfortunatly im going to have to deal with the parents until...i don't know. and what would you do if i actually showed up at your door one day? you'd freak out...and what would your parents say? lol.

 

Yeah, I know. I really do. Like I said, though, I just wanted to say that and all... I guess I didn't really mean it. I don't know.

 

hey its still kind.

 

hey no need feel insecure, anyone could see why you would want waterdreamer to come live with you

nothing to be embarrassed about

I got to see NMH once

 

haha i couldn't, i'd depress all of you.

im jealous...ultra jealous. how were they??

 

lucky you seamonster. I hope someday jeff magnum makes music again and tours, i would love to see NMH .

 

really great, they played with elf power and another elephant 6 band who turned into the horn section.
there were maybe 40 people there, just went by myself

really stands out as one of the best shows I've seen

 

Hey, seamonster, just in case you cared to know, I decided to go to Miami University... I missed Ohio University's goddam application date for their journalism school, so I was kind of limited in my options. I guess I'll just have to put up with those Miami bastards for four years.

 

No way; you wouldn't depress me. I'd depress you. I swear I would.

 

miami university....in ohio..hehe.

 

ten bucks says ill depress you more....im comin' over right now.