But I'm taking advantage of this weird feeling to make new habits. I'm not at all lazy and taking care of things that sometimes I let slip because I don't care. I almost feel like I've been woken up from a deep sleep.
I'm sorry that you're still feeling crappy, come on, cheer up man! But hey, it's cool that you're getting things accomplished, keeping busy.
Or, jerk off and go get some other shit done. *shrug* Seriously, sounds like you are getting ready to go with the flow. Don't let emotional pain make you stagnate. Some of my most vivid memories in love happened when I wasn't looking at all. Best of luck to you. *hugs*
Thanks all for being so supportive. I normally dont show any weakness on these boards but i am human too. Im feeling better already and all your attention is flaterring.