I Rock At Life!

I'm a daily user of harder opiates, H,OC,Dilaudid. And I recently left northern california to come to a job in NV. Well it has been like 6 days without opiates, because I havnt been able to find any, well last night I whent out and about downtown las vegas and looked around, I ended up buying a $10 balloon at first, whent around the block. Checked the quality, it was what we call gunpowder dope, a for of black tar but its more redish and kinda grainy. Phoenix and Los angeles have this stuff. But Ilve been gettin shitty dope in San Fran. So when I so what I had got I whent back and bought a gram. I preceded to make my way to the publi privacy cubes, cooked,filter and fixed the shit. Now I purposly made it kinda concentrated...for a rush. Find vein, register, plluuuuuunge. "1..2...thr.....hhuuughh...oohhh...I rock at life!" For the serenity that shot gave me, I gave thanks and took bong rips for jesus.

 

I wish it for you, more than just ashes, when your dreams come true

 

Wutchyou talkin bout willis?

 

If mercy's in business I wish it for you
More than just ashes when your dreams come true

The more that you give, why, the more it will take
to the thin line beyond which you really cannot fake

There's a fire
Fire on the mountain

 

Crazy thing is I have the same birthday as bradley Knowell. The lead singer of Sublime.

 

Just did my morning shot...thinking about Bradley Knowell....he died from overdose the 26th of november I think. Or the 24th. I normally don't IV tar, but I ain't got any pahrmies.

 

I love sublime, don't go out the way he did.

 

This man can handle himself, I hope. The question is: how long?

I'm glad you found something.

Be cool.

 

Brads been my favorite musician since I was 12. At 14 I wrote a report in school and found out we had the same bday. This is the first time I've been strung in a minute. I busted my ass all year in nor cal growing, now I'm young with a bunch of money and no bills...lol. I intend on weining down a bit over the next 2 weeks before my GF see's me in this deep.

 

Weining is not very affective if you don't stay in control so be careful and stay in control.

 

I'm 97% in control, boredom has the other 3%, I'll be back to OC tommorow. No more garbage.

 

someday soon i hope to see 'age: 21' on here=
peace

 

February you will. I know I won't make it to 30 ( pre-exsisting heart condition) though, but I'm totally content with that. I'm totally happy with my situation. Id rather be a opiate addict then the tweeker I was as a teenager....atleast these days I have morals...and dignity!

 

I've never used H but Bradley Nowell is my favorite musician too. I get sad thinking about how he went out... I listen to Sublime every day!

Sublime Stylee forever!

"Now i've got the needle, and I can shake, but I can't breathe. I take it away but i want more and more... one day i'm gonna lose the war..."

RIP Bradley.

 

I think Bradley died because he had taken a long break from H and then to celebrate one night he decided to try H again. In his mind he was probably used to dosing strong but his body had no tolerance now and he couldn't handle it.

 

Dude I read that same theory before. It's so sad. It makes me sad i'll never be able to see my favorite band live. But thank god for Sublime anyway.

I'm also happy that Sublime won't exist with Rome as the lead singer, fuck that. Let's not discuss but :cheers2:

 

He died in a hotel room after a show. They say that he had been on a break before that night, they also speculate the H he got in San Francisco was stronger then what he was used to in LBC.

 

Yep in Petaluma right? The morning after. It's so sad, it's sad when anyone dies so young.

 

Petaluma is about an hour north of SF.Well the OC I was planning on today didn't come through, so now I have to ride the city bus for like 2 hours to get to downtown las vegas to go cop some tar....fucking peachy!

 

...opiates are genuinely tragic