I rest on lies

Someone once said to me;

"You are so beautiful in so many more ways than meets the eye, if everything would just be okay, and i could be with you at this moment, and for many more i would be so happy, and i truly do believe in my heart that some day i will be happy, with you."

And only now i die...?

 

someone once said to me;

"please do everyone a favor and get hit by a truck"

 

Sweet... and did you?

i wasn't sure on your intent but its a piece based on irony and self pitty.. however personally you took it is up to you.. but i must point out that any form of hatred you have for this piece was shrouded by your shallow nature.... try using your own words next time to express your anger for others instead of trying to be clever... because simply, you're not.

 

unfortunately not yet, i know many are disappointed...but we can only dream cant we..
sorry for dampering your thread and such, and not being sarcastic about that either...

 

wtf, try adding this in next time..
I dont think you have any idea what the hell you are talking about at all..

it was called a joke.. but i guess you dont know what those are...since you think i was trying to do this whole other thing when i was just making a simple joke, now i see why no one replied to your shitty thread...

 

re read what you put.... and find out how many conatations you get...

 

not a word champ, did you mean connotation...

maybe you can have someone get that stick out of your ass for you...

 

But you replied... i am not getting into a debate with you about anything. Sometimes things need thinking through before you express opinion. Maybe a joke would not have been best suited in your reply.. as this for me had personal intentions to which i was not looking for outsiders to reply... it was simply a statement for how i was feeling, like so many others do "sometimes." Maybe i was also wrong to jump to conclusions about your post but shit.. have we both fallen for that trap, if so i am wrong. But tell me how a person is to react when they get dissed..... Peace

 

Why not take a rest from picking things apart for a change.... i don't know what your problem is. Sometimes people don't spell things correctly, (so what, so shoot me)... But i am not so childish to care....

 

whoa whoa whoa...
I was not dissing you, sorry you should have locked the thread if you didnt want any replies.. i wasnt trying to be whatever way you analyzed me.. I was just being the way i always am, which is just joking around.. again, if you didnt want anyone to respond, then you should have locked it or what have you...
But there was no reason to say i had some other meaning when i didnt...

 

hahaha you were picking things apart like that simple comment i made, take your own advice...

 

well i am sorry for snapping... and i was unaware of locking threads.... that is my bad.

 

my bad

 

Sounds like you are a little too serious about yourself, buddy.....where is this hatred you speak of?

Perhaps you would find the kind of replies you are looking for if you posted in a forum for old stuffed shirts...

 

okay... i'll try that

 

anybody else wanna jump the band waggon whilst we are on the subject... free punches here

 

red, seems like your kinda depressed about something, could u try to clariy what your feeling & why? in your own words without quoting something someone else said?
i think shroomy was allittle confused, as was i..& thats why she joked..

 

My depression is nothing... its something i have never escaped... I find through writing it goes away a little.. Some peeps think its selfish but i do it in the most unselfish ways i can think of.. I try and show people the way i am feeling to make them aware that its possible to live through it somewhat. If that makes sense. I nearly lost my best friend to suicide, and now it seems i have to be quiet about the pains i feel to keep him alive. But now i am tired. Maybe if i hide again then people can reset their perceptions of me once more. I'm a pretender..

 

Man, coming from someone who talks with you, outside of the forums, personally and deeply, I love this. But, maybe that's because I understand it. I know what the peice is about, and can feel you completely on this one, and you know that.

Great work, man. Keep it up, you have such great writing, and I've always thought so.

 

We can dance, we can dance. Everybody look at your hands!

yeeuh the safety dance!:H

Ah whatcha gonna do? You wanna get down? Get down on it!

Peace!