i need your help family

ive been a fuck up, an its on the verge of costing me the most precious thing in my life.

im goin sober for good this time, an i know its gonna be hard for me. i need all yalls good vibes energy an prayers.

i fucked up,, an i gotta make ammends.

thanks.
love n light

 

Hope you have the insperation needed to stay sober.... stay strong Bro

 

you old asshole- i'm sending you all the love and positive energy I have in me. that babylonian water can be some evil shit for most of us, i'm here for ya old man, pm me if you need a shoulder.
Love and light ~Rob

 

i'm sending you the most positive vibes, stay strong brother!

 

Stay strong and good luck with all!

 

bro ya totaly got me behind ya
pm me for my # if ya want
ya got family behind ya
just if your tempted reach out BEFORE ya reach for that 1st sip

 

Good healing vibes & prayers goin out for ya HHB!!! You can do it Bro!!!!!

 

Just remember one thing, You DONT have permission to drink, at all, ever, for any reason, period. Just keep telling yourself that. Its worked for me for 5 years now. Quit cigs 3 years ago too. Feels great to be rid of those demons. And you'll feel better too. Peace Brother.

 

Sometimes a little change of scenery helps. Come visit. Steve is 6 months sobor and LOVIN' it. We're with ya in spirit.

 

All my love your way. May the light inside burn bright, I know you are strong.

 

Consider a sobriety song... music can be a deity if you have no belief in a god to turn to in a 12-step. A song is designed to be more powerful than our bodies and souls. A song is designed to be personal. And designed to be for your personal use. For me it was Bowie's "Ashes to Ashes." I couldn't possibly explain why without sounding completely deranged. I'm not even a huge Bowie fan, but it was my song of resistance, health, and personal forgiveness for my selfish acts.

Sleep, read, sleep, do your time, read, sleep, do your time, suffer your time, wait out your sentence, every day is a little easier. No need to count the days... I'd be hard-pressed to tell you what year I got clean. Or what decade, come to think about it...

Do your time. You'll thank heavens you did. There's no hurt like that hurt inside that you supress as you say to yourself those cursed fucking words you no doubt know so well: "FUCK IT."

Yeah and then when it's getting better it will come to you in dreams... you'll dream of the magic stash in the imaginary world where it really does no harm. Wake up feeling relief that it was just a dream.

I will never take responsibility for anyone else, but if you need someone to talk to, pm me and I'll give you my cell phone number. I've seen your posts here for years. Your golden years are ahead of you, not behind, and never gone brother.

Sorry to sound like a "know it all." I hope that's not how this comes out, I don't rehearse these speeches. And my abuse problem was not serious by the standards of some, though I was a mess... But I know that my first step in recovery was admitting it to my friends in "hippy chat" right here on this site. The help and support may have saved my life. It was just one step in many, but the earliest steps are the most vital.

 

good vibes comin your way stay stong i know its hard but we're all behind you 100%

 

Yes, you will be in my thoughts, Hillbilly...sending you good energy for strength and determination...

 

May the FORCE be with you

 

brother i know you can do it i am totally with you
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we've done it once before together and went back​

now its forever and for the happiness and blessings​

i love you hippie ​

all my energy is surrounding you always​

love and light​

i know you can do it​

 

loving ya hillbilly, sending ya them good ol loving vibes

 

all i can say is thank you all..
its been about 48 hours,, i havent slept or ate, i am mentally an physically trashed.. an on top of that the love of my life,, the most precious thing in this world to me has made it clear she dont think i can do it by dissapeering outta a greyhound bus station..

im doin this for good.. im gettin my life partner back..

thank you all for your support .

 

Oh i hope you do!!!!! Hang in there, i know you can do it. Good luck darling!!!
sending peace love and strength!

 

hang in there brother, just know that we believe in you, she'll come around, just gotta show her you mean business! We love you.

Love and light ~Rob

 

Good luck HHB. Seriously, Im very sorry to hear your down. I hope this works out for you, I think your a great person