I need some honest advice

Well I have been graced with psychedelic substances since I was 14. I have always been extremely fascinated with them and they have really helped me in becoming who I am. I have become great friends with acid, psilopsyben, and mescaline I love them all very dearly but I had become infatuated with acid and I would dose rather frequently. Recently I have lost my source of this amazing chemical and I have been pretty bummed about.

Today I ate some mushrooms and had a very great trip that enhanced my attitude greatly and has helped my thought process even more. Im just worried that in time I will start to degress because my fountain of acidic truth has become dry. Its going to be a big change for me because for years I have been graced with Lucys presence and now she is not as close to me as I wish.

 

Frequent or more of it won't really solve the issue then, you just need some time off if the welcome is being worn off.

 

Nothing is lost everything changhes into something else. So in your post there are at least 3 things that can change this way or that way. You are worring about future, about something that you don't know for sure. Sorry, I don't see a point of your worry.

 

Well I worry because I take an economical debate class in school and I tear it up everytime I dose over the weekend. I just have trouble thinking as deeply and clearly without alice in my life at the moment. But your words have helped thank you.

 

Anytime. You are who you are and Lucy just helped you open and realize that better. Love you

 

Just remember pr0ne, Om Shanti
Shanit shanti Om.
Meditating on that will open you up to Truth
more so than anything in this world.

 

Thank you for that. Helped me realize one of my mistakes in the past couple of weeks. I havent been meditating nearly as much as I used to and I think because of that my mind has been closing up a little. Im going to go on a walk into the depths of my mind. Thank you all.

 

do you smoke weed?(i am guessing 420 means you do) try smoking weed before your class. and ask your weed dealer if they can get you some L. if you have already asked - ask again! try to find a new weed dealer and ask them. or - go to a party like a psytrance or rave (i dont care for that kind of party myself but i know i could find some L there)... or a jam band show or festival... ask around... if you cant find it i guess you could use the break. sometimes we dont know what is best for us and a higher power holds us back from what we want.

honestly i think that you need to figure out how to be outstanding in class without having done LSD over the weekend. do that and i am sure lucy will be happy to be back in your life. sounds like you are kida using her as a crutch... and lucy dont like that.

one must be careful with the "i am a better person when i am tripping or just after" mentality. the time spent away from tripping is just as important if not more important than the time spent tripping.

 

Oh of course the off time is more important. But psychedelics do make you a better person. Bettering your self is about expierence and learning and psychedelics teach you so much.

 

true

 

i think you should just suck it up and smoke some weed

 

I totally agree. But I think that comes more from having a wide variety of experiences over a wide range of drugs. Has nothing to do with acid specifically although I'm sure it helps. The way I see it, the wider the range of our experiences in life, the more enriched our lives become. I believe this can be done without drugs, although (again) they help a great deal. But so can reading a wide variety of books, sample odd movies (even non-mainstream ones), trying out different restaurants, meeting new people (in person or on forums), trying out new activities, taking courses in just about anything you think you could benefit from (like riding motorcycles or CPR or palm reading), study a new religion (and actually talk to members of that religion - ask questions, attend some of their services, etc.), and so on and so forth.

To do any of these, you must be open to change. We can't do all these things at any one time. In order to take up new hobbies and interests, we often have to give up (or at least minimize) others. This may be a point in your life where such a change is upon you and the acid is something you may have to give up (at least for a while). You should look around for other things that you could invest your interests into, something that make take the place of acid as something that can fulfill you.

That's just my advice.

 

squirrel tree I likes your attitude.

I used to have that "I'm a better person when I'm fried or on an afterglow" attitude, then I started tripping too much, and I failed all my classes, lost a bunch of friends, my boyfriend dumped me and then I hit a kind of "burnout" I guess, then the PHPD, and the wierd shit and inability to manage my time, and all my dreams suck, unlocked childhood nightmares that recur every night, is really wierd, wierd anxiety attacks that come out of no-where.

3xi is right lucy dont like bein used as a crutch, if you use lucy like a drug she'll slap ya around for sure.

What I am saying is.... hmmmmmm.....