I need some advice/cheering up.

you silly confused man. The dirty has nothing on colorado

 

Lol. I just noticed it's TheSongRemainsTheSAM. lol

 

Yeh, so now everyone calls me SAM.

You can call me Ben if you'd like.

 

Sorry to hear it Sara. But im sure it will all work out in the long run. You have your whole life ahead of you. You were talking in the Convo thread about just wanting to go out and have a kick-ass year. Its a lot easier, at least in my opinion to have a kick ass fun year when your not tied down. So you have an awesome summer, and in the fall, if you still want him back, then give it a shot. And besides, from both his opinion and mine, your awesome, so im sure he will come around eventually.

 

Thank you for the kind words. I hope that in the fall things will eventually work out, but as for now, they're not, and i'm going to accept it.. and make it a kick ass summer anyway.. just like i planned

 

hahaha I doubt that. Of course it's gonna be different for everyone, but I absotively love GA. I'm a Georgia Boy, at heart, and I seriously can't see myself living anywhere else; at least, not without a good reason. Regardless, I would always miss GA, were I to relocate.

 

UPDATE!!!:
i woke up this morning to a message on aim from the dude that broke my heart
the message was something like "hey i know you probably don't want to hear from me, but i haven't stopped thinking about you since i called you last week, and it's been eating at me for days.. can i call you or something today? if not, that's cool but just let me know"

AHHH! wtf do i do know? i mean i'm SO happy that he wants to talk and stuff, but he keeps fuckin playing w/ my emotions and feelings and i have no idea what to do.
plus, i met a kid the other day that's real chill and he's been wanting to hang out w/ me and stuff. shit, i'm in a pickle!