My kids and I are scheduled to visit an organic farming commune this summer and I am having a huge transportation crisis. Originally we were going to ride up and back with my mother because she and her husband are travelling in their RV to the same area at the same time,but my mother has decided she doesn't approve of me taking my kids to visit the commune. I cannot drive,I have this vision thing and driving scares the daylights out of me as a result,so I have no licensce. Money is extremely tight,and although I had hoped to fly or even take greyhound I'm finding that might not be financially possible either. I'm just so frustrated and depressed and I refuse to give up on this. This isn't just a visit it's a trial membership to get on the waiting list to move to this very well organized and together community (they have a website,East wind is the name of the place if anybody wants to check that out.) I was suppose to go there 2 years ago but got pregnant and ended up staying here and I don't think a day has gone by when I haven't felt it was a big mistake not going there. I am called to be there,I feel it in my soul,and I need to get there. I can't really explain it any better than that. What I'm looking for is a ride,for advice on finding a safe ride,and maybe just encouragement as I am slipping into depression with our visitor period approaching and no set transportation. Making matters feel more desperate on the news this morning I learned our area is the target of this summer's terrorist threats involving bio/chem/radiation attacks!! It all just makes me feel so pressured,I don't know what to do.