I need all of your opinions please help

She was the sweetest girl to me. She was so nice and sweet and always showed me she cared about me. Respected me alot, and looked up to me. We kissed for hours and talked about intresting things and got along.
"Whats wrong with me any my baby gypsy woman"
Now she is the least respectful person to me.(pretty much the oppisite of everyhing above mentioned) No matter how hard I try it seems like she doesnt want to see the good in me anymore. She gets too upset to even talk when were speaking about our problems. This is just the tip of the iceberg, its much worse, but still
I love her.. its sad. She play so many games. Sometimes I feel like shes just trying to fuck with me.
I mean she wrote this on her blog:
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in love

..and love again. dripping from the trees i felt its dew. falling on a shiny afternoon. the simple and beautiful touch like silkening milk went through my valleys encountering feelings from a long lost love. the soul revives its beauty and vibrates in serenity all around the universe. nothing could break a moment in the minute the breeze bounced from thoughts making it real in its natural flow.might not ever be the same in carnation . but the souls will allways be there. flowing in its spiral pattern theyll be allways be the same. no matter how many of other souls these might feel through, therell b allways the connection that once was anciently formed. the simple promisse of continunig the feeling that would never be lost. the karma itll b there but the love is universal. even if i was to die in short time. itll be waiting the soul connection .a lost regretion. the vibes of the earth will pull them up in the air. and on and on theyll b allways be there..

and ill be waiting in love with the world...
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I dont know. What does this sound like to you guys? She says different carnation, she talks about a simple touch and milk going through her vallies.
Then I wrote I knew it was for me that insipired it, but why does she say a different carnation? And why does she talk about milk running through her vallies? Does that sound sexual to anyone else or am i just crazy? Instead of saying she loves me, or writing this to my email, she just puts in on a blog where everyone can see.
Then she gets mad when I tell her its fucked up to write the part about milky vallies:
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omg.. and even NOW im still missunderstood.. creation of messed up thoughts in a dirty-mans mind. cuz thats all there is denial of its own fuked upness. turning the good into bad.. when i give it turns it over. it flips it so that it wont come back good. when on this earth am I ever connecting with this creature. i thought there was connection. even in the far far lands. but now i noticed how stupidity blocked my vision. how i wasted even the good things . cuz everything just got turned./ is so clear and easy . i feel no pain. its fading.. with all this missunderstandings.. its fading.. at least now i know im not and I wasnt the empty minded..
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Yea, you dont know how I was confused by that first entry? Is it confusing to anyone else?I dont know which is worse, her being this confused and hurtful to me and saying shes loving me, or her not loving me at all...
Im starting to think she isnt capable of love, she doesnt really understand it. To love someone you have to absoloute, when I dont do anything bad, she say it makes her love fade... it all seems bullshit to me. I think she liked the idea of loving me at first, and liked being with me, since i got married to her so she could get her citizenship papers through our marriage, now she has a restraining order against me after SHE attacked me! I guess thats why were 'commincating through blogs'. If anyone wants links to our blogs, PM me.
What should I do, I am feeling lost. I need your help brothers and especially sisters.. Tell me from a girls point of view wtf is she thinking?