I need a piece of mind

Well, I'm in a bit of a dilemma, and I'd just like a little piece of mind.

I am 5' 10", 134 pounds, and I've been smoking fairly regularly for about 2 years.

At the beginning of December, I got busted smoking in a parking lot after my band finished playing a set. Prior to this I had spaced out my smoking to a few days here and there, but once I did get caught I spaced it out more. I smoked on my birthday (Dec. 6), and my friends birthday (the 11th). After that I was clean for a week until I drunkenly took a couple tokes out of a bowl. Clean for another week until just 3 days ago (the 23rd) I drunkenly took another few tokes from a bowl.

I am very upset with myself. I've been doing aerobics on a treadmill for a distance of about 2.5 miles every day since then, plus push ups and sit-ups.

I have a court appointed test on Jan. 11 (19 days from the last time I smoked, the 23rd). My metabolism is pretty high. I'm not interested in buying any detox drinks. I just want to know my odds from some people with DT experience. Obviously, I am going to be abstaining.

Please let me know, all input is very much appreciated.

 

your good.