I guess this is as good of a place to vent as any.. I have been a pod user for 4 or 5 years. Over that time i went thru withdrawal once and in doing so promised my self that if i could get thru without using (i had plenty of pods) i would never let it go that far again, and be able to use every so often to help me feel better when i feel like shit some days. So for about two years i was an occasional user and never let myself go that far again, I was very proud of myself. The problem is my girlfriend hates it and she thru all of my pods out, she cant agree with me doing morphine. I get her point, but it makes me want to choke her out when i think about going thru wd and being as careful as i have been over the years. It breaks my heart, makes me feel like i want to cry, i just wish she knew how much it means to me and how much it helps me. It has been probably 6 months since i had some, i think about it every so often and wonder to myself "why not?". So now i will probably only be able to do it a couple times a year when i get together with a buddy of mine and go camping. I guess it's good in a way, but i can't completely come to terms with not having it anymore.
Girlfriends suck man, i've been in the same situation. But life goes on and your just going to have to give something you love up for something you love more. You'll get by. I know I did and I gave up lots of drugs for someone. Just remember you'll be better off in the long run without the pods. Best of luck mate. Peace.
Thanks for the support you guys. I'm glad that i found the pods, it is great medicine. The problem with my situation is that i can't use them therapeutically like i use to (which is how i prefer to use) now if i want it at all i have to use it recreationally. And that is what i try to stay away from. Anyway, thanks again.. p.s. Hats off to you guys who have gone thru wd.
