It is so freeing. So I have finally figured out that I am totally immature. That does not mean that I am not smart or responsible. I am both those things and more. It just explains a lot of things in my life. I am assuming somehow I just never quite developed maturity. I am not whining, I just find this very revealing. I am immature and I am totally cool with it.
I can totally relate to you. I take responsibility for a lot more things than I see other people take responsibility for and occasionally I am clever, but I am also an idiot and choose to say and do all kind of things which are in essence quite silly. I have never felt mature though.
Contribute you fag. I don't like you sometimes. You say some pseudo intellectual shit but I just let it be because we're all human.
Ok, but that wasnt suppose to intellectual, just an obersvation. See you have described yourself as able to hold on to your childlike traits (such as imagination) and i thought you would be able to relate to this post, no surprise there.
Because it is predictable, truth is i dont care, i would've left this thread well alone if the traffic in RT was moving faster.
lol! I can't sleep, for one. And if I were in Australia, at least I could go for a walk and enjoy the beautiful weather. :cheers2:
There you go complaining about the weather again yet chose to settle here in the Northeast So what there's 20 inches of snow on the ground, and the snow banks on the side of the road are 6 feet tall, and most area parking lots have mounds of snow that can rival Everest and K2, the important thing is the temperature finally went above 32 F for the first time in 10 days Hotwater
I feel the same way, but I'm sure that it has to do more with me not wanting to turn into my parents (adults) who don't do much except work and stay at home, they hardly ever chill with their friends. Hopefully I can find a cool job when I get out of school, so I can enjoy my adulthood (maturity).
Well sorry the post was yawn some. But I did not post to please others, only myself. I realize a lot of you think I am talking about creativity and wounder. Admirable traits for sure. I am talking social maturity. I am very mature when it comes to responsibility. But socially I think I am a little over 14 years old. I am expecting this is something that happened wen my brain developed. I think something did not happen the way it should have. It is the same thing with a conscience. For years I was convinced that I had no conscience. I still struggle with that. This was a big insight for me.
Totally man. I work, and take care of my responsibilities, but still feel 17. When my responsibilities are taken care of, I want to be a kid again. No harm in that. Socially you're still 14 because you are a male and its just the way it is, but thats what makes yall fun.
i spent so much of my life being the mature, motherly, serious and studious sort that i'm really enjoying being a child now.
i dont know, im definately immature in some ways...however...for once, i finally think im sort of getting my shit together as an adult...financially and responsibility-wise...a friend of mine who is 35 just got busted with 7 grams of heroin and 70 wax papers(intent to distribute)...he just recieved a $250,000 settlement...bought a brand new toyota tacoma...was working on building a house...now he is going to jail...i guess the allure of smack is too much for most people to give up...for anything or anyone...so he fucked up SOOOO bad that there is no way out of this one...and he had EVERYTHING going for him...now he has nothing...i feel terrible about it...because ive been there...not with smack mind you...just those life altering moments, that comes up on you like a pack of wild dogs...that makes you wish you were born a woman...