I find troubled women to be attractive. Not meaning to sound weird or anything. I'm a basically normal harmless guy - well, in my own way I'm not normal but in the scheme of things I'm not a real weirdo or anything like that. Women who are perhaps recovering from alchoholism and drug abuse, who have skeletons in the closet. Women who are moody, with mild to moderate manic depression - unmedicated of course. Not women who are high strung per se, or very neurotic, but women who are basically easy going but troubled and who have/or had self-destructive tendencies. I especially like troubled, moody artistically inclined women who wear dark eye shadow. Women who are recovering from something are attractive, women who know the thought of suicide. Women who have a wild side, women who are emotionally and intellectually profound, women who want to suck the marrow out of life, women who are sensitive, women who are honest, women who are caring, women with integrity, women who are tranquility and intensity coexisting, women who are direct. I am looking for a woman in whom simplicity and complexity are interwoven, a woman who is crazy, a woman who can bring out both the best and worst in me - sometimes simultaneously, a woman who is real, a woman who cracks my shell, a woman who penatrates my mind, a woman who sees through me, a woman to whom I cannot tell a lie, a woman who will never lie, a woman who can know me better than I know myself, a woman who will breath life into me, a woman who will make me know I'm alive, a woman who will never hide her feelings, a woman who will not fake anything, a woman with a dark side, a woman without inhibitions, a woman who puts me in my place, a woman I can't fool, a woman who will sometimes get drunk with me despite recovering from alchoholism, a woman who is avante garde, a woman who is totally candid, a woman who is a noncomformist, a woman who can make me relax, a woman with a great and sometimes warped sense of humor, a woman who is anti-bourgiose, a woman who is a libertarian, a woman who has self-respect though occasionally has an impulse toward self-destruction, a woman who will change and grow, a woman who can get angry with me and look me in the eye, a woman who loves to have a great time, a woman who totally accepts me for who I am, a woman who is troubled.