Sam_Stoned...you bore easily? Can you read a book or sit thru a movie without feeling bored? ADD perhaps?
im diagnosed with ADHD but i think its more of a personality trait than an illness. i like the way i think
It's not that simple. I'm actually pretty easily contented. I'm just all over the place and I have this perpetual energy that doesn't seem to come from anywhere.. it's just there. I'm as much of me that can possibly fit into any given moment. It can get frustrating... but I wouldn't change it. I get so much out of psychedelic drugs too... every time I tripped with someone else it was just obvious that they weren't getting as much out of it as I was. I love that. I'd be missing out on so much if my mind wasn't so frustratingly fickle and naturally methed out.
The problem is... sometimes I want to be able to turn it off for a while. Or at least slow it down. And I can't. Maybe if I took up heroin... but I'm not quite that bothered by it
It'll still be there when I stop, it'll just recede inside of my skull. That's where it lives anyway.
nowadays with gaming systems, tv, music, computers.. it's hard for me to get to bored. i got a den that is a techie's dreamland i go to cure my boredom.