Sorry to bother you all, I'm very unexperienced with acid and i haven't even tried it yet. During my drug using periods I've been on all sorts of drugs , inhalants, dramamine,benadryl, nutmeg, morning glory seeds, valium. I was mixing serious antipsychotics with alcohol, hoping that something would happen and open my mind in a way I never could have imagined. But none of that happened ofcourse. I was desperate and alone and my friends somehow alienated from me. But still, I'm not depressive person , I write novels, play the guitar and piano, have lots of friends and everyting. All along the way I was just waiting to drop acid, searching for a dealer, but none was available in my country. That is Croatia. After reading Timothy Leary reports, Huxley's The Doors of Perception, and hundreds of pages concerning lsd, I've became sort of an acid freak. So yesterday, I've found someone who could sell me five blotters and I told my best friends the news and asked them if they could be tripsitters for me. They've just looked at me and started shouting something like: ''you're crazy, man..you will certainly go mad, your brain is damaged, lsd will damage your brain even worse. If you take it, we'll tell everyone you took it. Even your parents.'' That sort of disappointed me, because I thought they were my best friends. I know they're probably worried but I'm so confused now, I have my doubts wether to take acid or not. It seems like I'm born in a wrong time, and wrong place 'cAuse everyone looks at me like I'm a freak, just because i want to try lsd. I don't know, maybe I shouldn't, but then again, I know I'll miss something new and beautiful.
LSD does not damage your brain; definatly not if you do it only once, really the only risk is HPPD but you need to do it a lót to be able to get HPPD, like atleast every weekend, and I don't think many people would even be up for that mentally so.. But that aside, as I assume you would already know that if you want to try it that much.. I'd say just go for it. You survived a lot worse shit in the past it seems from the list of stuff you tried. Just buy the lsd and put it in aluminiumfoil in a sealed plastic back in something dark and put that on a place where temperatures don't change too much, you can save it for a few months if not years that way, so that you can still decide later if you actually want it. If its so rare there, just buy it. But i'd say do it, find the one friend that will tripsit you and enjoy the experience, its a beautiful one for sure and if you're not psychotic or have been there isn't that much of a risk at all. So.. just take the hit; make sure you're in a good mindset and enjoy it.
kako si, Acid is awesome - do it. Buy it like Ayzcrava said and save it. Wait till you come across someone with an open mind, who is your friend and get them to sit or trip with you - dont mention it to your friends again, they sound boxed.
everywhere you go, there are alot of people who will tell you all sorts of shit about acid. but truelly, although we dont like to think so. hallucinogens DO fuck you up. my brother just told me how his friend did it once, landed in a psych ward, has no history of any sort of mental illness. he has psychosis. lsd does change the your brain chemistry. once youve done it you feel like all this crazy shit is true and right, and it is, to yourself. but from straight up perspective who's never touched a drug, its madness. but i love it. and id do it again. its one of the most amazing experiences consciousness has to offer, so its worth it. teaches you things that others think are crazy, but their all real and true, they just dont understand. i dont know, im really tired, im off to bed.
It changed your brain chemistry temporarely; only for as long as it works. You don't have to believe anything from your trip. I myself realise both what i saw and what i thought was a bit removed from reality. Aslong as you realise its just a trip its really not that harmful.
Thanks everyone. I see there is no need to worry about it. Millions of people have tried it and they're fine.But there are still times when I think It'll go wrong as it went with Syd Barret, the founder of Pink Floyd. But he overdosed too often. I guess my friends are pretty unknown of the effects or maybe just have little interests regarding acid of way how it alters a perception of time, space, etc. Since I don't have any neurotic or psychotic disorders, I guess it'll pass fine. I'll tell you how it went. C ya
Fuck your friends - If they're willing to fuck you over for doing LSD than they're not really buddies of yours. My advice is, get it from the people you know, and do it while your at home and in your bedroom. If you have to, do it at night so your parents won't find out. Just make sure you take a LONG nap before "going to bed" so that you can experience it for the full duration Trust me - You'll LOVE IT!
Thats awesome that you have friends that care about you. It sounds like they haven't done the reading that you have. Why were you on antipsychotics? On any current psychiatric meds?
Well, doctors thought I had schizophrenia due to my constant use of dramamine. But when they've figured out what it was and they stopped giving me medications
Well be glad they did, those meds can't be good for you, atleast I don't think they are, but yeah enjoy your trip, you seem normal enough to come out of it well, just be confident and make sure you want it a lot, that really helps.
in a way its good that when you finally decide to do acid, most people dont usually obtain it for quite some time, like a 1-3 years. it gives them time to research it alot and time to develop as a person. all the time building respect for acid and preparing for its journey.
Yea, Id actually agree that its good if it takes you 6 months or so to get it to really do your research. I couldn't imagine wainting 3 years, but I had to wait about 6 months and then after that it was very scarce. But now I can get it much more often in bulk
You have nothning to worry about my friend. I did acid for my first time alone and i read Timothy Leary's Book, Tune In Turn On Drop Out cover to cover. It was for the most part 'my experience' to have as my own with no outside distractions. But, if you insist on having a trip sitter, ask your dealer if he is willing to do you that favor. You could build a relationship with "real" people that share similar interests as you. I have had an experience where I had the ability to observe by my own eyes who was real and who was fake. When your peak begins to decline and after you feel that you have your state of mind under control, go hang out with your friends, briefly. Not revealing to them that you are on acid. You will probably be able to determine if your friends are genuine and of true intentions twords your friendship. Dont over do it. I suggest starting with 2 hits for your first time. Effects start to take place anywhere from 30 - 45 minutes. You dont know how potent they are and its just to play it safe. If you smoke weed, it is very relaxing and helps to releave tension. Occupy yourself with something that you can focus your attention to. I personally like to watch Martial Arts/ Comedy anime. Overall, have fun with it. It will open new doors in your path of enlightenment.
