I hate my life.

and everyone in it. Someone please come save me...

 

Your 26. You can turn it around

 

then Id be in your life and you would hate me too..

 

powerful statement, how come your upset?

 

I am stuck with no family no friends no job and I can not stand my old lady anymore we are fighting everyday if she gets in my face and screams at me one more time I don't know what I'm going to do.

 

I wish I could just get up and leave...but I can't

 

How come?

 

I, like many, can relate. Hope you are ok

 

If you hate your life it could mean you haven't found your true passion. Find your passion and pursue it!!!
And when it comes to taking shit from other people, forget about them. Some people aren't happy with their lives either and some of those people like to make other people feel miserable for some reason. If someone is shouting in your face over nothing just smile and say "ok" when they're finished, it is no use arguing with some people. You need to stop comparing your life with others, forget what other people think about you because other peoples thoughts will never actually affect you. Don't get angry, get active, you are in charge of your life, you always will be. Don't put up with shit that you don't deserve

 

Have a fist fight, then make-up sex. It can work wonders for a relationship

 

No I don't want to fuck her. I am through with everything. And I don't think I will be searching for my passion any more I have spent my whole 26 years searching for something or someone to make me happy and I don't think it will ever happen I don't even want to finish college I can't even concentrate on my work My mom tried to commit suicide last month because she is addicted to meth and my dad just found out she hasn't paid any bills for six months and we haven't spoken since because she promised me she wouldn't try it again, So I told her I never wanted to see her again she is on her own now, All of my old friends are now meth heads or they have screwed me over in some way, Thanks for trying to cheer me up guys

 

Sorry to read all that and it does not sound pleasant at all.

So, what comes next? What do you really want to do about any or all of those situations?

 

sell everything you can and go on a road trip

 

So just walk away from where you are now.

Simple.

But only if you have the courage to step out into the unknown.

You either do or you don't. Regardless of your choice you will be choosing an outcome.

You will also have to deal with the consequences of your choice.

Wish the best to you.

 

Sorry to hear about all that

You have to have faith that things will turn around for you though, eventually, because they will. We all go through tough times, which is how it's meant to be. Life is supposed to be difficult/overwhelming sometimes, so we can better appreciate the happy times, when those happy times finally come around. Something good will happen to/for you soon. I just know it. It may not be what you expect to happen and it may be something that you don't even realize you need or want, but good things will happen when they're supposed to happen and shit will work out for the best; it always does

 

none of you understand. I have nothing, no money no car no friends no family nothing i either stay here or go live in the streets those are my only options.

 

Is that really the problem, or is it that the other things, which were major emotional events in your life are causing you to be so stressed.

Could it be that although you have closed those doors, deep down you did not wish to and that is in part what is causing you to be unhappy?

 

i would love to save you, but your, wardrobe has how many articles of cuddly unmentionables in what size??..

 

So you're giving up? I was in a homeless shelter last year and rehab earlier this year. I felt hopeless and I thought things would never turn around for me, but they are.....slowly but surely. Now I have a job and I've met someone who has actually made me look forward to the rest of my life and I actually know that it's possible for me to have a happy life. Good things can happen when you least expect it and positive changes can come around at the most random times. You just have to roll with the punches and you can't allow yourself to be so weak as to give up on life because anything is possible and you CAN be happy.

 

Ahh.. yeah, things build up.. then crash down, then build up again... and then fall apart. That seems to be the flow of babylon, is why I hate it so much. Just when you feel secure you find out you're home was never really a home at all, just mainly a prison, that requires more work/energy then being in prison itself.

Central Florida is a hell hole, it's only getting hotter too.. and lacking in some serious ways where I found other cities to be widely more entertaining. I lived on the beachside of Florida for 25 years, only to make maybe one or two trips a year into central Florida for a drum festival or.. well.. Ocala's going on's once a year. I still avoid that place at all costs when I come to visit family.

I got out after everything fell apart.. Florida has some interesting relationship issues as a whole. I left almost everything for my ex to sell off, and moved on to living without a roof. Detached myself from near everything except for one being, and started traveling again.. to complete a few goals I had set years ago when I traveled.

Sometimes the best thing, once courage has been summoned, is to hit the road and do things, even the crappy things, yourself and find the joy of not being held down in between walls. Life is what you make of it...

It's summertime coming 'bout, it's warm in other states that were colder then the dickins, get out and explore if you don't like brings you to sleep every night. I'm stuck now to wait for this next 9 days of rain to be over with to hitch a ride out of this sweat fest.. onward for another year...