i fucking hate people

so so so so much. yes including myself.

i hate people more and more every day

 

Wow....whats up ???

 

well, they hate you back, even yourself

 

erzebet1961,

I think it's against the rules in a true confession to ask



Hotwater

 

Hahaha.....oh...yea...I mis- read the True Confessions part !!!!! hahaha

 

i dont know but i am going crazy crazy crazy. i think i might stop posting here, even though it is nice to talk to civilized people once in awhile. but im not so i shouldnt. honda, vroom vroom!!! god i hate him. they told me he was gonna be okay but hes not & now his son has to grow up without a father not that he was much of a father anyways but people in this town are such assholes. everyone is saying shit that really doesnt need to be said. we all know it, it doesnt need to be said. ok thats it. so yeah i hate people.

 

Im really so verry sorry.....some people are horribly out of touch with other peoples feelings......peace to you.

 

I generally think hating individual people is pointless...
But hating humanity as a whole, well, sometimes I understand that one.

 

^ i hate humanity as a whole. i am ashamed to be human. i wish i was a cat.

 

Yeah i've felt like that alot. Especially lately. I think it's just stress. Probably the way you've been treated by a certain individual/group is whats causing it. I can't blame you for hating all people because i've felt that myself. It sucks. Think happy thoughts

 

I hate humanity too.

That's why I prefer dogs! lol

 

I can't say I hate humanity, as I often love people on an individual level. It's just modern society, popular culture, and the rampant materialism that goes with both that I can't stand anymore. Even to this day I fail to see how someone could honestly care about some celebrity enough to follow every event that happens in their life, or feels compelled to buy some new "amazing" product just because it's trendy, or decides that they have to fuck anyone that moves because sex is so ingrained in the media. Is it because they feel like they have to be the same as everyone else to be accepted? Or is it because they're simply unwilling to live their own life on their own terms? I can't say, but all I know is that I want to live completely off the grid as soon as I can. I've got most of the concepts for my Sustainable Yurt down, and now it's just a matter of finishing up my degree so I can apply what I learn in my everyday life (and work on more efficient alternative energy sources while I'm at it).

 

I always knew you loved pussy

 

me too

 

Oh Very Young, what will you leave us this time
You're only dancin' on this earth for a short while
And though your dreams may toss and turn you now
They will vanish away like your dads best jeans
Denim blue, faded up to the sky
And though you want them to last forever
You know they never will
(You know they never will)
And the patches make the goodbye harder still.

Oh Very Young what will you leave us this time
There'll never be a better chance to change your mind
And if you want this world to see a better day
Will you carry the words of love with you
Will you ride the great white bird into heaven
And though you want to last forever
You know you never will
(You know you never will)
And the goodbye makes the journey harder still.

Will you carry the words of love with you
Will you ride, oh,oooooooooooooh

Oh Very Young, what will you leave us this time
You're only dancin' on this earth for a short while
Oh Very Young, what will you leave us this time

 

^ thats sad. haha reading that made me cry but then again that isnt very hard today. i should slap myself.

 

people die and shit happens and all people can do is point fingers when really they should blame themselves and this shit town and the shit way people treat each other. just because someone did drugs doesnt mean they deserved to die sure they made mistakes but their family wont miss them any less and people were saying ohhh the 2 survivors shouldnt have survived well they got theur fucking wish and i hope they are happy wow its sooo amazzing how things end up. god i am so wasted. i hate funderals somethings i just really am not good at dealing with ya know?/ the next funeral i go to will be my own i shouldnt even go but ive been saying that for years i know i will. god over the years so many people have threatened to put him in the ground and he done beat them to it i hope theyre happt too. i cant even look at his son it makes me too sad and i fucking hate him for this i hate everyone i jus wish it would all go away i wish i could just remember them as they were but now all anybody will remember is a couple of crackheads wow how things end up

 

fuck what other people think, the important thing is how you rmemeber them

the outsiders will always have their own opinions, usually much worse and much more judgemental than those that actually knew the passed person(s)

people have a hard time respecting the inner person, and they just judge by things that don't really matter
but don't let that bother you
they are only people

 

But YOU remember him as he was.....and that matters !!!

 

nonono no i look at theur pictures in the newspapaers and they look so spun out and i cant tak ewhat everyone is saying it doens tmatter what they did or how they dies it wont make their families miss them or love them any less people wouldnt be so quick to judge if it were theyre family i wasnt even as sad the other day i dont even care about wes hes dead and thats sad but he was a nogood junkie & its all his fault the others turned out the way they did its all his fault asnyways but the others...i told them to stop it i told them to stop fucking arouind i seen him THAT DAY and i told him. and then they told me the others were going to be okay but really they lied it makes me want to puke. people lie and i hate people.