to all.. i am not here, just hanging not surrendered to this love. i am not open latley, not enough gone beyond the mouth of suppressed words. to find .to find what? i am not willing to let go a heart beat, a thought balanced unknown. i am not going to flee,go a journey yet to learn. to find .to find where? i am the page ive turned. stains ink, lay all around. will laughter playing ,tainted tongues ,now what? i am sounding spellings aloud. write all i can. to find ,to find another way. to find why. stand forward ,not but not in line you have a chance to be. with letters followers,stops. can this be. what i find. i am not yet allowing.this moment to drive by. i am not giving in ,love is not for sale. no price tags on this heart. no matter how we tell. i am now forgetting .a heart so full so pure, a vessel once empty. longs for a lover more. i am now leaving ,this pen i can not bare,an open wound needs attention. i am allowed to care .to find. love life inside ,so deep so important to the mass. i am now gone.. love n peace from saff keep your head know your heart always..always.