I only experience two feelings anymore. One is that I love the world intensely. Everything and everyone in it is an object of my affection. The other is that the entire world is against me. At every corner there is someone trying to break me down. It is not a sad, oppressive, or angry feeling. I embrace the challenge. But it is a very lonely one. I go back and forth between these feelings a few times a day, and there is no in-between, or anything else.
well, to put it simply.... you feel things deeply, you recognize things deeply, you're optimistic and pessimistic... you realize yin and yang you are very sensitive to other people and that makes you realize the bad intentions of many of them but also pulls you to the other side as well..
I know the feeling...one question though, you live in LA, do you think the extreme competitiveness there has anything to do with it? I used to live there and felt the antagonism more than other places I've been... People are out for themselves everywhere, but there it seemed like it was celebrated, you are supposed to be cut throat, stepping over whoever you could...proud to be spoiled....and I know not everyone was like that,but that was my feeling of the mainstream. Just would like to know your thoughts on that.
I feel absolutely nothing. (not including my feelings for my kids, I Love them more than life itself.) other than them, i feel nothing at all.
I feel like the world and all it's peoples are sinking into an irredeemable morass...... least you get the manic times......
