I'm a man. I was born a man and I have all of the required parts that qualify a person as a man. I don't have anything else (i.e. no surgery) but I feel like I am really a woman. Sometimes I act feminine and sometimes I'm into girly things (fashion, flowers, daytime TV, what have you). I like to feel like a girl and I like when people treat me like one. It's my physique, my frame and build are very much like a petite girl's. I've dressed up in drag a few times (when I'm lucky) and it feels really good to me. I think I look better than a lot of girls do in their clothes. I'm really an athletic person. I play sports, I intimidate other men, and I'm confident that I could have most of the guys here at the library on the floor in about twenty seconds if I had to. But the part of me that I really love is feeling like a real woman. I'm stronger, quicker, and smarter than a woman is (no offense to any women) but I still like to be treated like one. Does anyone think this is weird? When I'm around campus most of the cute girls make eyes at me, and I know I could get dates with most of them if I really tried. I've had sex with girls more than my fair share of times, and I do like it, but it's not what I want right now. It's fun, don't get me wrong, but it doesn't make me happy. It's not that I like boys, I don't. But there are a few older men out there that when I think about them it makes my heart flutter like a little girl or something. I don't think something's wrong with me, it's just how I am. But I don't know that anyone really understands me and it makes me feel alone. I want to fall in love with a man, is that bad? But really I'm just a boy and I'm poor, I don't have any good friends who could help me to find what I'm looking for. I can't even afford a skirt, no joke. I want someone who will take care of me and who will think I'm cute just the way I am. Because I am and all the girls think so too. So what?
this is a great forum for discussing this sort of thing with people who'll understand. http://www.hipforums.com/forums/forumdisplay.php?f=435
Have you ever considered that you may be possessed by a female spirit that hasn't crossed to the other side? Please don't take that in a negative way, I don't mean any disresepect, I only mean is that some people claim to have had similar sounding situations to yours were that was the case.
Heh, pretty much my reaction too "no offense meant" but it's a pretty offensive statement - reads as "you're female and I'm inherently better than you, smarter than you, etc"
