lately I dream of taking my fathers gun and going to my boyfriends and shooting him and then myself because I can't stand to have him be with anyone but myself and it makes me cry and hurt and confused
Trust Me No Man On Earth Warrants That Response *not even brad pitt*, Just Recently One Of Bathurst's Leading Citizens Shot His Partner And Then Himself. He Was 60 She Was 55. And What Did That Prove...........Absolutely Nothing. Learn From Others Mistakes And Move On With Your Life.... :daisy: Cheers Glen.
Ellie, would you be willing to see a counselor? That will help you get over him with out hurting your self or anyone.
A lot of us think about doing things like this , in the long run things are usually better left alone and that's why its good to take a step back and think about the consequences and what it would accomplish in the first place. Taking a life is nothing to be taken lightly, and it would only hurt not only that person but you if things did not go like you wanted, then also all the ppl in your life that love you.... I'd say that if you want to get back at dude make him realize you were the best one goin and watch him squirm. But please don't kill.
I won't hazard any specific guesses but you definitely have mental issues. As someone who struggles to stay sane, my advice is to seek help or it will eat you alive. I would want you to look up your nearest support groups or one-on-one counceling, anything where you can ventilate your demons.
If you have recently broken up, having the thought is somewhat normal. It's when you feel a compulsion to act on it that you feel you won't be able to control that it becomes a problem. Do you feel that you are a danger to yourself or others?