"i Don't Know What The F*ck I'm Doing"

I think I have only experienced this once in my life, quite recently.

I got myself completely messed up over a woman, and it came to a point where one day I was just wondering around my flat between the bedroom, lounge and kitchen and I said to myself "Jesus, I don't know what the fuck I'm doing, I literally don't know what the fuck I'm doing."

It was a very strange psychological experience for me, which I don't think I've had before.

Have you experienced this?

 

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Happy Idiots​

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Ignorant virtue can be its own reward,​

Bumbling down the road of life less traveled,​

Clueless as to how to best get from point A to B,​

To have clueless friends, we must first be clueless!​

Thus forever ignorant virtue remains undeniable!​

Despite some wackier cartoon logic that applies!​

While, ignorant wisdom is childishly knowing!​

When, like complete idiots we stop watching!​

Wherever the hell we may think we're going!​

(Busy, talking on a cellphone or something)​

The foolish path is not what it used to be!​

Yet strangely enough remains unchanged!​

Everything blends, into a cloudy horizon!​

In every direction things all look the same!​

Where each fork in the road looks the same!​

Forks extending, out to infinity and beyond!​

Forks all blending, into ever cloudy horizons!​

No telling where in hell, that road might lead!​

Uncertain our road has a real beginning or end!​

Uncertain, how we all got on the road we're on!​

Getting nowhere, just as fast as we possibly can!​

Getting nowhere from nowhere as fast as we can!​

Life in the fast lane, on the fast track to nowhere!​

Up ahead at every signpost, its the Twilight Zone!​

Excitement follows great confusion and indecision!​

Getting off the road altogether is the only way out!​

We're on the road to nowhere getting nowhere fast!​

Does anyone know, Zen and the art of motorcycles!​

Does anybody know the height of the Empire State!​

Does anyone know, how far it is until our next exit!​

The valiant few, attempt to drive from the backseat!​

Everybody driving faster in circles, talking in circles!​

They all begin driving faster, and talking even faster!​

They begin driving in circles, screaming and shouting!​

Many stumble out upon their knees, from exhaustion!​

Life in the fast lane, surely makes you lose your mind!​

Enough that we ponder if riding in the trunk is safer!​

Mad enough to make even a Mad Hatter sound lucid!​

Mad enough the Red Queen yells off with their heads!​

Life in the fast lane, to our Neverending Armageddon!​

Life in the fast lane pulling over at a Hotel California!​

Does anyone, have any clue as to where the hell we are?​

Does anyone anywhere ever really know what time it is?​

Does anybody ever really care?​

Who is the happy idiot, supposedly in charge around here?​

Wish you were here,​

Instead of all of these other sorry clowns bumbling around,​

Because me, myself, and I enjoy being happy idiots too,​

And, there is no one alive who is youer than you!​

(Eagles, Chicago, Talking Heads, Pink Floyd, Dr Seuss)​

 

Dude its perfectly normal.

Long ago psychologists identified the close relationship between Love and psychosis and they share many of the same symptoms.

Stressing out over some wench is a perfectly normal until you finally grow up and accept the precept that all love is unrequited


Hotwater

 

Yeah.... I don't know what the fuck I'm doing either.

 

I am in a bit of an odd situation with a few woman myself.. not quite sure what i'm doing either

 

You don't know what you're doing in regard to what?

You literally don't know why you're wandering around your house or something else?

 

it's not your fault

it's just what women do to us.

 

http://www.hipforums.com/forum/topic/466502-women-share-tips-of-how-to-sap-all-fun-and-happiness-from-your-mans-life/

 

i don't know what the fuck anyone's doing.

 

This got me wondering what am I doing here?

 

Yes, but over a guy..but never again!

 

I'm Sorry For The Terrible Way I Treated You "morrow"........I Get Down On My Knees And Beg You For A Second Chance......... :bigcry:



Tears Glen.

 

You have such a lovely way with words...but I ain't helping you up again!

Puts hands on hips, looks up to the sky, and taps toes!

Oh go on, I'm a sucker for a guy begging and crying!

 

I didn't know why I was wandering around my flat. I'd been wandering around in it for maybe fifteen minutes or so before I realised I had no idea of what I was doing. I wasn't looking for anything, I wasn't trying to do anything, I was just wandering around aimlessly like a mindless sheep.

 

I am always wandering around aimlessly....

 

Is one of them the chic from the Taco Bell drive thru?

 

No i dont eat at taco bell anymore

 

Its nothing to do with women I do it All the Time its Called Boredom !!

 

That seems like a symptom of stress. Maybe try some "grounding" techniques.

 

Girls are like drugs, you get hooked on a flavor. It's hard to find more of the same flavor with a different name.

I like a girl right now but it's not known by her. She's younger and very very special. I just keep my addiction to alcohol alive and self medicate my needs with that. I don't want to go down a path where I say I don't know what I'm doing. I haven't won the lotto yet so if anything happens it better be just playing cause I can't afford a wife or kids. I can afford booze!