so ever since my ex broke up with me, i have been debating if i should rip or burn all the notes we wrote to each other and all the pics i saved. for the longest time i didnt do it, like 1 year! i thought i was going to have them forever and it would be a good thing to look back on if i ever felt unloved- but i dont think i need them anymore. i tihnk its a good step for me to do and dont get me wrong we're still really really good friends and i still see him every weekend and its all good, but i felt pretty pathetic still having them while he was off dating another girl and i was so hopeful for another relationship would be possible for us. but its not. and i think being friends is way better because we dont have stupid fights or get worried about if we're gonna break up again, we're friends which is one of the best decisions i think i ever thought was good. ok so enough rambling, i took all the notes i saved and ripped them with my friend mere while listening to a cd that felt good to listen to. well, it took me a while, and i tihnk im on the road to a continuing awesome friendship and just being laid back.
good that's the first step. I throw all that shit out the moment things end and I don't see havig a friendship with the person. It's more just like if the person's negative having their stuff around gives me negative vibes man. What sucks is if you make the mistake of getting back together and you threw away or donating everythig 'why don't you wear that shirt anymore?' uhmmmmm uhmmmm I left it at your house remember? -hah that one actually works!!!
