i dated and had sex with a pornstar.

back in 1980 i was working in a supermaket. i dated a girl who worked there too and, she was a virgin at that time and, i was her first sex partner; a couple of years later i was floored to find out, she was now working in porn movies. by the end of the 1980's she was named one of the top 4 pornstars of the 1980's. from being a pornstar to, being a super pornstar! i would never,ever, have thought she work in porn. she was one of the most highly repressed people i ever ment! some people can just suprise the hell out of you!

she never use her real name while she was in porn and, she to this day, has never given out her real name. i'm not going to give out her real name here; i'm going to respect her privacy. i will however, give out her screen name. it is Taija Rae.

 

You fucking lucky bastard! I remember her! I used to love to wank to her pics and vids! My buddy who was drummer of a punk band called J.F.A. was dating Jeanna Fine. Back in the days, they used to buy speed from me.

But man, I was in love with yours, she had a nice pussy!

 

Pretty impressive man, but she wouldn't have been that great in bed if she was a virgin when you met her yeah?

 

I think it's like an alter ego thing. Literally a totally new, different (and fake) personality. You often hear people who work on the stage saying how they experience a freedom to be who they like, that they don't seem to do, and probably wouldn't want to do anyway .. off stage.

 

Serious lad points for that mate, well done

 

Careful with the pr0n fotoze... no dix or snatch
kthxbai

 

that is why i did not post any photos of her. i was not sure if it would be alright to do that or not.
she was a horrible fuck the first time! well, i was shitty fuck my first time too. i mean, being honest, almost all of us were our first time.
she was so damn stiff it was like trying to fuck a knot hole in a tree. i figured she would be that way so, i planned ahead. she could not get wet. all we had back then for lube was ky jelly. it works but, i don't really like it, thank god there are alot more choices for lubes today!
she was also scared shitless about here first time and, i felt quite honored that she trusted me enough to be her first lover. virginity is something that has too handled with great care.
i treated her very, very gentley and, went very, very slowly with her too.
being her first time she, fell head over heels in love with me. i handled that with extreme care too.

as a person taija was one of the most gentle, kind and, sweet girls i ever ment, and, as i also said, one of the most repressed too. i'm also quite highly repress as well. yeah, we both were very, very badly wounded people. that is what drew us to each other; that, and, that we also saw in each other the same gentle, kind, and sweet nature underneath the masks we were wearing.
i still think of her from time to time and, think i should have asked her to marry me. i miss her and i still love her too.
it has been almost 30 years since we last saw each other and, we are not the same people we were back then. i have move on best as i can with my life and, i'm sure she has done the same.

as for getting "serious points" for being her first lover... i don't feel that way about it!
i made this "confession" because, she is not some god damn sex toy!
she is a human being and a person too. i never saw her as something for me to use just to get my rocks off.
growing up i never acted like a boy. i did not act like a girl either. all my lovers have been like that too and, that does include taija as well.

 

Everyone knows pornstars aren't just sex toys (except maybe the anti-porn people), it's just not something that necessarily adds eroticism for most. (Personally, however, I prefer amateur porn, cause I want a person that seems real)

 

Yeah, well said. It's not easy for some to see beyond the mask and the mask itself isn't even real but a form of protection nonetheless.

 

Woo! Nice!! I'm a pornstar too but I already retired after a fun, seven years in the business. I'm into monogamy now and feel like I only want to sleep with one person. That is why I gave it up. But it was the best job I ever had

 

no way, for real?

 

Hello

I need her name to contact her. I don’t want from her but to see her in person because I love her so much. Or you can point out the correct name of the following two names: Tiana Reilly or Charron Jean Pieper?

 

My ex and I were in Sodom & Gomorrah by the Mitchell Brothers and I was the lead in a couple of others. Marilyn Chambers used to and her gang used to hang at our place. (rumor was I had the...best in San Francisco at the time..... buds ) It paid damn good! :2thumbsup: