I cant get it here!

Most of you know nothing about my town or where I live which is alright, but damn it lately its felt like theres nothing to look forward to here. I just wanna up and leave. If I could I'd do it with no questions asked. I love my friends here and I love hangin out doin whatever we do. but theres just nothing to look forward to and build apon, school isnt there for me, family isnt there, they've proven they want me out..which I dont mind doing but theres no where to go! and as far as love relationship thats not there either. I've tryed over and over, Ive givin up.

I want to be able to build on a relationship more with someone,I want to be able to provide for myself, I want to live have a place to live on my own,travel, I want a love type of relationship. Maybe sounding a bit selfish but this is what Im looking for.Thats what I want and I cant get it here. Ive lived here 9 almost 10 years and I feel like now, Ive over stayed my welcome.


.rant ended.

 

well, its your life, dont let anything holding you back from what you want to do. Take your chances, and grab an opportunity, see where you end up!

 

If you do indeed want to leave your town I'm behind you - I wanted to for a very long time..it was all i thought about, but certain people in my family found out and i realized that they would be really hurt if i left, and my sister is having a baby, and so now I've come to terms and am happy being here

 

Kelllllllllyyyyy dont be like this u have not overstayed your welcome, and we WILL have a place together soon enough. you just gotta be willing to work towards it and BELIEVE its gonna happen. haha i will get on your ass every fuckin day if i have to it is really gonna be like this no matter where ya go, ppl are never just happy with anything. ya just gotta make the most of what ya got. haha who knows, maybe someday me n u will move to asheville that would be awesome. but til then, keep ur chin up and GET A JOB. hahahaha

 

PS. Jville aint that bad! theres lotsa good ppl here

 

that sucks...i was hoping to move to NC, but if kelly isnt there...well then i just dont see the point

i know what ya mean though...i have want to abandon this place, but since i cant take care of myself yet, i wont beable to move out for awhlie. only thing really holding me back is my family.

im sure you'll be looking forward to more things soon kelly

 

I so know how your feeling... and this town is seriously Shitsville USA! Im sure there's alot of them in the states but anyways... just follow your heart and keep al evel head on your shoulders no matter what you do.. if you stay or if you go.. and you might even find out that after you left for awhile you actually will miss it..

 

LOL. wow. thanks a lot.

 

well i meant to imply that i would mainly go to NC to see you


but...ya know...if kelly isnt gonna be there, then you might not be there to

 

possibly. dont worry, im keepin her here for awhile yet. then, who knows.

 

as long as we run into each other sometime, it doesnt bother me


maybe you guys could travel to the west, live in san fransico or something

 

hell no.
i love the east coast
the only way im goin west
is if im going to go visit someone
cuz i have lots of friends over in cali.

 

just a thought

 

You should leave then


Gosh that took a lot of brain power

 

Thats the highlight of jacksonville
but ya know how it is man

no worrys tho of course IM SURE ill still be fuckin right here, man you needa move back fast tho.!

 

i much rather move to the west

 

no, but i really like it on the east coast.
I have many friends in Florida
My dad lives in Georgia
My sister and lots of friends live in NC
And a lot of relatives too.
Its semi-close to New york,
which i WILL go see someday
And the beaches are awesome
why would i go all the way the fuck over to cali?

 

i know i know mayn! thats why im tryin to hurry back to GA, so I can hurry up and work on gettin back here

 

no doubt man, i just feed up with things.

but me and heather under the same roof and you can come stay with us all you want

 

just for a change of pace, for something completly new, thats why i wanna move to NC. its all the way away from everything i know, and i think it would be good for me if i did.

but also, i dont have that many "close friends" here, and i dont mind leaving my family if they think im safe, so i dont feel so bad leaving