i hope you realise though that a fast heart doesnt equate to panic, unless you get paniced about having a fast heart. everyone gets a fast heart. i think it feels great. some people get scared and then it just elevates itself.
oh, sorry, well i wish you the best of luck. I notice you are from CT. That is sicky, know where Old Lyme is?
I am in Maine for college till mid-may, than its back to good ol' CT till sept. Actually, I will be stopping by CT sometime in March for spring break vaca.