I am straight , but recently i realized that i don’t mind other women wanting to touch me.

These small weird white women see my boobs and butt as free real estate. I get groped, poked, slapt, squeezed and more on my boobs and butt almost on a daily basis in the past two months . I totally get that this is a boundary that a lot of people have, and I understand why. It’s 100% valid. But, I’m wondering if there are any others like me on the opposite side of the fence. Recently i realized I take no issue with other women doing it.


I am 43 year old married woman. I have two son's. I am a fairly "robust" woman. I have a healthy figure. I am 6 foot tall and i have a very large breasts , side hips and big butt. They make me look huge. I've always had big boobs. I easily had the largest chest in my high school. But I was one of the "lucky ones" that's never had her boobs or butt grabbed, touched, or jiggled before i moved here in this small town. I’m too intimidating. Probably because of my social status, my size and my bitch resting face. I apparently intimidated a lot of people which discouraged harassment.

I often feel powerful and confident, thought sometimes I feel like I can be accidentally intimidating (I’m 6 foot tall”). I’ve learned to be a little extra friendly or goofy with new people so they don’t get that impression.

When I’m feeling low self esteem sometimes I feel too big, and get very self conscious about being larger than other women. But usually I can get out of that headspace by putting on a badass outfit that only a very tall statuesque woman could pull off.
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I moved here in this small town with my family about four months ago. My husband was a successful businessman. I come from old money. I grew up rich. I admit that i am used to a lot of money and expensive things because of this. My husband always wanted to move to a rural area, so we moved here because is very near our son's boarding school. We bought a house. I hate it here. The nearest mall is an hour away. My clothing makes me stick out like a sore thumb in this town. I am always dressed up to the max, on high heels, full make up on. My husband enjoys this new life. He bought flannels and work jeans. Completely ditched his old wardrobe, starting buying guns, and getting excited about doing REAL camping. I hate all of it. I hate the flannels on him, I hate having a gun around, and I've ALWAYS hated the rustic camping he loves. Our kids love it here too.
About two months ago i opened this wine store lounge. On the opening women in wine party this 55 year old short skinny red haired kinda masculine weird woman who owns the bookstore next door ( lets call her little red LR)
come up to me saying things like, "omg these are so massive omg!" and then both-hands full-palm grab my boobs, bounced them around a bit, and then laughed in my face and walked away

Then this small pale woman in her mid 40's who has much smaller boobs did shyly ask me if she could like, lift my titties from below to see how much they weigh hahaha i allowed her ofc and she was shocked by how much heavier they are than hers. Then she just buried her pale face in them (this is hilarious to describe out loud because I realize how crazy that sounds) but at it was just really silly and playful, not creepy. She commented how good I smell and how she couldn't resist sticking her face in my boobs, lol.

Then this other small woman in her early 30's walked up to me lifted them up and said "OMG they're heavy" and I just awkwardly said "I know" My neighbor LR continued to constantly point out my chest size in front of the other women, straight up poking or grabbing them . She’d just grab and shake them and slap my butt and do other stupid stuff. There was nothing sexual and it was annoyingly silly but SURPRISINGLY not a big deal TO ME .LR would randomly grab my boobs and shake them about. It was funny .
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The next day i got out of the uber, and I saw LR with my these two women my employees and two other women in front of her bookstore, so I called them over and we started walking towards each other. LR made a b-line for me, hands out, and just grabbed straight onto my boobs in front of all these people in front of my store on the street , properly grabbing them, I'm talking open palm, fingers digging it, I swear I felt her honk them gently. LR and the small pale woman became my occasional boob and butt grabbers! It is not bothering me but it's a little weird lol. As long as they do it in public through clothes I don't mind. They are just walking up to me and grab my boobs or butt and talk about how big they are. It is almost a daily thing. It is not bothering me most of the time. LR has a real issue with talking about my clothes, my boobs, my butt and my height to other people. Like when she’s introduced me to anyone it’s always to the idea of “here she is-the shiny glamorous giantess with huge boobs and butt!”
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Whenever i am standing in my store talking to my employees LR will sneak a hand around my back and grab and jokingly jiggle my boob around. She treats it like an inside joke. Three weeks ago at the women in wine party in the middle of my crowded wine store /lounge LR reached out and lifted them up and had a bit of a squish . Then this small skinny young shy woman with a very shy hand reached out and pressed on the very top (almost my clavicle bone) of my boob in the same moment and LR glared at her, and then proceeded to invite this small shy woman to “motorboat” me. She was drunkenly trying to force this woman’s head to my Breasts as she’s yelling “yyyooo noooo I’m sorry!” As she smashed her face into them. It was so funny.

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Two weeks ago these two short skinny young total strangers women grab my boobs without me expecting it. We (me and my husband) were in this restaurant at this party, so I was in the restroom in front of the mirror, and one of these small young women poked my boob while the other grabbed both of them with her two hands, haha. I didn't get mad because they were super drunk. Nine days ago in the middle of the drugstore parking lot some really short woman in her mid 30's just walked up to me, complimented my ‘outfit’ then squeezed my boobs. She didn’t ask first or anything! I was so shocked I just stood there. The other day in my store this nice old woman who is my regular costumer commented on how my boobs looked good in a satin blouse I was wearing. I just thanked her but then she literally reached out and went for a full on honkhonk.
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I thought this would drive me crazy and it doesn't! I'm not bothered by these small white women who have touched my breasts/butt without asking. I never thought I’d let it happen, but did and loved it ! Think I've found what I've been missing
I am regularly groped by these short, skinny, weird, white women and it doesn't bother me at all. If it was men , I would be pissed and smack them. I found out that my neighbor LR discussed my boobs and how great they were with other women, and it doesn't bother me at all. To be honest i want more women to get in on the action. I want to be groped through clothes by more small women. I don’t have an issue with someone being shocked, because I am too lol. I LOVE THIS. I love it because I see these women’s eyes light up. They just get so excited and I love it. We are all just curious animals that want to connect! I feel good intentions from the rubs and squeezes. It feels powerful and amazing. I actually love the boobs/butt touches! I’m not a super touchy feely person normally, but it gives me the warm fuzzies when other women are so excited about my breasts and butt and sending good vibes. I also never try to touch other women’s boobs/butts and haven’t ever felt the urge, i am strictly heterosexual lol so I guess it’s kind of weird, but yeah overall I don’t mind at all. I don't mind these small skinny women calling me big or massive or giantess eather, I love my big body.
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I have no clue why but i just love being groped in public places by these short skinny inferior women and just wanted to post and admit that i love it. I enjoy the feeling of being used and treated like a giant toy by these women in front of every one. It’s so embarrassing but I can’t get enough of it. I love the attention. I loved how it feels. I love the excitement of groping. I think it feels good because i know i wouldn't take it farther, because i am not sexually attracted to these small weird women gropers I think I have completely become addicted to the humiliation of being groped in public by these small weird white women . I identify as straight as I think bisexual implies I'm interested in sex with another woman, and I'm not. These women gropers are physically completely harmless. They are not not tough and strong. They don't look intimidating. They are just short, skinny, tiny women. I am much bigger and physically stronger than these women. Maybe subconsciously i know that these short women are not physically threatening to me at all, and the chances that these handsy women could actually rape me are virtually nil. It's not like they don't have a barrier of clothes between them and my skin anyway. Personally, unless they're hurting me, I'd never take action against some these two women copping a feel.

What am I? Is this my kink?

 

This must be your lucky day.
HF is small white inferior women free, so you can forget all about them on here.

 

My employees told me that some of these women are spreading rumors about me. I am the talk of the town. The groping by these small weird white women in public is like such a regular occurance now. I love that. I am becoming a giant groping toy for these short skinny creepy women. Uff, I love that. That hungry look on their's faces. All wanting to touch my boobs and ass. I seriously would love to be touched or groped by these women in public, possibly even more. The loss of control is exhilarating. I am loving it!! I wanna get groped in public by these women more often. My employee told me that these women gropers are spreading rumors or facts about me. That i tolerate touching and rubbing by small skinny women. That is a good thing . I want to be a target for that type of women. Any woman can touch me through clothes. I'm struggling for my life right now with how strongly I'm reacting to these silly experiences. I have no clue why but i just love being groped in public places by these short skinny inferior white women and just wanted to post and admit that i love it. I enjoy the feeling of being used and treated like a giant toy by these women in front of every one. It’s so embarrassing but I can’t get enough of it. I love the attention. I love how it feels.



I don't want to bring my husband into this. This is my thing. I just don't want my husband to find out about these situations with these women gropers.

 

Probably I do have a little bit of an exhibitionism kink. I like the adrenaline rush of it being " wrong/inappropriate" in its own way. It's actually quite fun and exciting. Part of it is adding a performance aspect. The feeling is a mixture of rush of adrenaline and arousal. I am becoming completely addicted to the humiliation of being groped in public by these short skinny creepy women. These gropers are feeling me up and humiliating me in front of virtually everyone in public situations.
It is kinda awkward. I am just standing/sitting there stiff as a board while they are feeling up my boobs or butt , sighing occasionally, sometimes looking away, only to look back down at their hands doing their work on my boobs or butt.. Sometimes i am chatting with them while they are groping me



My sexual arousal is increased due to other people watching me getting groped through clothes by these small women. . It is as simple as that. In the past two months i have amazing sex with my husband because of this. I would always say that I hate if a person tries to grope me, but when it actually happened, I actually enjoyed it. My curves and height have been sexualized and/or objectified by every sex or orientation. But these small weird white women think they have a free pass. Like "I'm not a man! Im aloud to grab these boobs and butt cheeks!" I am a big woman. I am 6 foot tall and being well endowed well built and curvy always on high heels makes me HUGE! But I love my height and my curvy stature. I look like a giant standing next to these women gropers. I haven't been touched by strange men in a creepy way. I have large boobs and big butt, and some men like to tell me about them. Men talk about them a lot, but no man ever dares to touch them.

 

I easily had the largest chest in my high school. But I was one of the "lucky ones" that's never had her boobs or butt grabbed, touched, or jiggled before i met these weird small white women . I’m too intimidating. Probably because of my social status, my size and my bitch resting face. I apparently intimidated a lot of people which discouraged harassment. like having an imposing stature I like helping short people get stuff off the top shelf at the store. That makes me feel useful. I was tall as a child. By "tall as a child", I literally mean that in my class , I was always the tallest person in the classroom.

I was socially ostracized from sports as a tall child because there was this notion among the parents that tall girls posed an unfair advantage and that I would potentially hurt their average sized daughters. It still makes no sense to me. I'm six foot tall, I have hella resting bitch face ...so it still seems to intimidate most men and it's usually pretty damn fun. People have always used the word “intimidating“ to describe me before actually knowing me. But these women are soo bold and invasive. They literally invaded me

 

Honestly at this point i would let any small tiny women to grope me. I realized I take no issue with small women doing it. It is like is instilled in my mind now, that i am there for any short tiny woman who wants to grope me.

It's not like they don't have a barrier of clothes between them and my skin anyway. Personally, unless they're hurting me, I'd never take action against some small women copping a feel. I definitely feel safe with these because they are physically harmless. But i admit to you that if a tall, fat or muscular woman starts groping me and rubbing me, i will get upset. I literally had these women my gropers tell me that before they met me they hated me because I was overdressed which means I must be a high maintenance bitch, snob, and diva, and they were “surprised” to find out I’m letting other women to grope me through clothes. I admit that that these women are kinda dominating me. I admit to you that i am becoming submissive. The loss of control is kinda exhilarating. I must admit that I am getting some weird pleasure out of the abandonment and handing over of my body, delight being used for these short skinny women's pleasure. I wish I could explain it better but can only express the feelings inside me in my poor humble way. I don’t really desire these women sexually or romantically, I don’t have any kind of attraction towards them, but I absolutely need to be groped in public by them, in fact it’s all I want from now on. I feel bad if they think I’m using them or leading them on when realistically all I want from these women is to grope me through clothes in public. I've never really had homosexual tendencies, I've always envisioned men as a partner in every sense, but i became totally addicted to being groped by other women in public. I accepted my role. I became a free grope buffet for these women.

 

It's good to accept your wants and needs sexually and not deny them good for you.

 

You’re unhappy and enjoy the attention, especially because you’ve always been the outcast. You feel basically left behind at this point and this is where you feel appreciated. Kudos for acknowledging that as a human you need touch and appreciation, and taking it where you can get it. But what next? It’s pretty obvious you’re not getting the attention you need from your husband and family. You and him need some talking and sexy time. It sounds like it’s awkward, so maybe force it and do it again and again until either it clicks again and you are in a groove which works, or it just doesn’t work, in which case…I don’t know. Which is kind of where I’m at now. I’ll figure that out alongside you if it comes to that. You are where I was a bit ago in discovering something you didn’t know you liked, but it’s because it was of a deep divide in the relationship you already have.

 

Thanks for your response. Actually In the past two months i have amazing sex with my husband because of this. My sexual arousal is increased due to other people watching me getting groped through clothes by these small women. My mind has become so warped that this is what turns me on. I want to have sex every single day, multiple times a day with my husband because of this situation. But i admit to you that i enjoy the attention. This feels like something I am giving to these small women instead of something they are taking from from me, if that makes sense. You are right . I feel appreciated by these women.

 

Me and my husband are almost the same height. He's maybe a 0.5"-1" taller then me. Makes everything just so convenient. Matched sizes work great for sex, hugging, kissing and play wrestling. On high heels i am taller than him. He loves it

 

I am enjoying the new experiences. I am taking it all in. But I don’t want a relationship with any woman. I am straight. I just want to be groped by these small tiny women in public. I have discovered an unexpected submissive side, and it's mainly that I just love being groped in public by these women. I love the idea that they can't control themselves around me, because they want to grope my boobs and butt so badly. I just love the letting go

 

if you enjoy it and it feels good, keep exploring

 

That’s kinda what BDSM is about. Taking your anxieties, power play dynamics or psychological feelings towards things and finding arousal in it. Life is about balance. When you want more in one area it’s usually because you have to much in another. The stereotypical sub runs a large corporation and needs a break from always being in charge.

 

I am gaining a lot from it. It is a a win win situation.

 

Looks like.

Enjoy it. And never apologize for it.

And may your life be filled with tiny, creepy, handsy white women!

 

I have noticed that Sinead 1965 gives good advice. Which is pretty typical for a Lesbian in the kink world. Listen to what she says.

 

You seem to have control of your life, so perhaps - subconsciously - you're sick and tired of always being in control of every aspect of your life, so you just want to 'let go

 

I am enjoying it.

 

Lol now I am jealous

 

Short white woman just right height to bury her face between them.