I am a tool

Discussion in 'Random Thoughts' started by DarkLunacy, May 14, 2004.

  1. DarkLunacy

    DarkLunacy Senior Member

    I just had an epiphany... I don't have any real friends. I was a tool... People came to me when they needed help with something or wanted drugs. No one would even talk to me unless they needed something like someone elses phone number... Fuck this is depressing
  2. AutumnAuburn

    AutumnAuburn Senior Member

    Everyone gets used, at some point... It's a good way to weed out who your real friends are... If you truly have none, then perhaps you should start looking at the people you choose to hang out with...
  3. Fractual_

    Fractual_ cosmos factory

    i can honestly say the same stuff has happened to me.

    i dont mind helping them when they come to me for it, even if its the only time or reason they come.

    hey dont let it get you down man.. they arent usually very good people who do this. that doesnt mean they dont deserve your help though.
  4. Samhain

    Samhain Lifetime Supporter Lifetime Supporter

    can i give you a hug and expect nothing in return
  5. HappyHaHaGirl

    HappyHaHaGirl *HipForums Princess*

    That's how my friends always were. It got worse after I had the baby, because I'm still their ages, but I don't really act like it, but they expect me to drop everything and give them a ride or go somewhere with them....stuff I just can't do anymore. Last night I had a dream that I was pregnant and we were all in Paris or something and they were trying to get me to bungee jump and run marathons and rob a store and I was like, "I'm pregnant! I can't do the same stuff you can!" which totally sums up how everything is.

    I just quit talking to them.
  6. DarkLunacy

    DarkLunacy Senior Member

    Well no... You have to get one back
  7. We_All_Shine_On

    We_All_Shine_On Senior Member

    this sounds cheesy but you've got friends on here, so obviously it's not ur personality that leads to to being friendless...

    you're a cool person. lol ur cool,not a tool
  8. DarkLunacy

    DarkLunacy Senior Member

    Thanks :D I think I'm just going through a rollercoaster of depression. Its been tough. I mean it really hurt when I relized that this chick friend I really liked (friend wise) didn't really talk to me, mostly the other way around. Then she IMed me and was asking who I knew could get weed. Got me thinking about it... It was like that most times... I think it may have stemmed from my passiveness to acept whatever people threw at me. Never got up about anything... I'm ok for now thoguh, thanks for caring peoples
  9. SDS

    SDS Member

    This is a test post. I wish you the best DarkLunacy.
  10. Spinner

    Spinner Member

    Oh please, I bet you don't ever wake up and wish you dead or never born.
    People always take advantage of me!
    And I've come to the conclusion that I'm nothing but a weak, sentimental, idiotic, retarded, dumb bastard, who's parents hate him as well!!!!!!
    :mad: :(
  11. DarkLunacy

    DarkLunacy Senior Member

    I hear you man. We'll have a pint together and go wandering the streets singing songs we dont know.
  12. Then you tell them whats up and tell them to go fuck themselves, you're not a therapist.

    I'm here for you-- can I borrow twenty bucks?
  13. Spinner

    Spinner Member

    I'm serious!!!!!!
    :( :mad:
  14. peacelizard

    peacelizard Member

    Man, I discovered I was a tool in the middle of my 8th grade year. Now school's out I can ponder my actions during the year and I just want to meet those sons of a bitches and flip them off and just say "what have you done for me? Fuck you."

    Then, after the weed or whatever I was on wore off, I just said I'm not worth that shit and cussin them out was so immature I guess and below my class level. When the time comes for me to meet more people, I'll just watch my and peers actions you know were all tools, dull or sharp, easy to handle or hard to control it's all just in the packaging and on what we have to offer.

    Don't worry aboot it, you have your live ahead of you.
  15. nightmarehippygirl

    nightmarehippygirl LEVI'S MOMMY

    people suck. i only have like 2 non family member friends. even they treat me crappy at times.

    most people can't/won't have a give take relationship. everyone wants something, without anything in return. once you realize people are mooching off of you, get rid of them. it's better to be by yourself than to let other people mistreat you.

    for what its worth, everyone here seems to like you. you seem like a nice guy. don't think that there is something wrong with you.
  16. DarkLunacy

    DarkLunacy Senior Member

    :D Kind words I dont deserve. Thanks
  17. nightmarehippygirl

    nightmarehippygirl LEVI'S MOMMY

    hehe, what the hell are you doing awake so early?

    my hubby woke me up before he went to work at 4:00, and i can't go back to sleep...grr...
  18. Do me a personal favor Darklunacy because I like you, take that pint and when you're finished bash it on Spinner's skull, and then when you're wandering the streets push him in front of a speeding bus.


    Can I borrow twenty bucks?
  19. DarkLunacy

    DarkLunacy Senior Member

    Well it is a way to say hello in Ireland. The smashing. I dont know about the speeding bus. Sorry cant loan you 20 cause thats drug money
  20. MrsA-Camper

    MrsA-Camper Member

    My new epiphany question -

    What have you done to make it better?

    From the movie, 'American History X' - I've been thinking about that question a lot lately.

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