I just had an epiphany... I don't have any real friends. I was a tool... People came to me when they needed help with something or wanted drugs. No one would even talk to me unless they needed something like someone elses phone number... Fuck this is depressing
Everyone gets used, at some point... It's a good way to weed out who your real friends are... If you truly have none, then perhaps you should start looking at the people you choose to hang out with...
i can honestly say the same stuff has happened to me. i dont mind helping them when they come to me for it, even if its the only time or reason they come. hey dont let it get you down man.. they arent usually very good people who do this. that doesnt mean they dont deserve your help though.
That's how my friends always were. It got worse after I had the baby, because I'm still their ages, but I don't really act like it, but they expect me to drop everything and give them a ride or go somewhere with them....stuff I just can't do anymore. Last night I had a dream that I was pregnant and we were all in Paris or something and they were trying to get me to bungee jump and run marathons and rob a store and I was like, "I'm pregnant! I can't do the same stuff you can!" which totally sums up how everything is. I just quit talking to them.
this sounds cheesy but you've got friends on here, so obviously it's not ur personality that leads to to being friendless... you're a cool person. lol ur cool,not a tool
Thanks I think I'm just going through a rollercoaster of depression. Its been tough. I mean it really hurt when I relized that this chick friend I really liked (friend wise) didn't really talk to me, mostly the other way around. Then she IMed me and was asking who I knew could get weed. Got me thinking about it... It was like that most times... I think it may have stemmed from my passiveness to acept whatever people threw at me. Never got up about anything... I'm ok for now thoguh, thanks for caring peoples
Oh please, I bet you don't ever wake up and wish you dead or never born. People always take advantage of me! And I've come to the conclusion that I'm nothing but a weak, sentimental, idiotic, retarded, dumb bastard, who's parents hate him as well!!!!!!
Then you tell them whats up and tell them to go fuck themselves, you're not a therapist. I'm here for you-- can I borrow twenty bucks?
Man, I discovered I was a tool in the middle of my 8th grade year. Now school's out I can ponder my actions during the year and I just want to meet those sons of a bitches and flip them off and just say "what have you done for me? Fuck you." Then, after the weed or whatever I was on wore off, I just said I'm not worth that shit and cussin them out was so immature I guess and below my class level. When the time comes for me to meet more people, I'll just watch my and peers actions you know were all tools, dull or sharp, easy to handle or hard to control it's all just in the packaging and on what we have to offer. Don't worry aboot it, you have your live ahead of you.
people suck. i only have like 2 non family member friends. even they treat me crappy at times. most people can't/won't have a give take relationship. everyone wants something, without anything in return. once you realize people are mooching off of you, get rid of them. it's better to be by yourself than to let other people mistreat you. for what its worth, everyone here seems to like you. you seem like a nice guy. don't think that there is something wrong with you.
hehe, what the hell are you doing awake so early? my hubby woke me up before he went to work at 4:00, and i can't go back to sleep...grr...
Do me a personal favor Darklunacy because I like you, take that pint and when you're finished bash it on Spinner's skull, and then when you're wandering the streets push him in front of a speeding bus. Thanks. Can I borrow twenty bucks?
Well it is a way to say hello in Ireland. The smashing. I dont know about the speeding bus. Sorry cant loan you 20 cause thats drug money
My new epiphany question - What have you done to make it better? From the movie, 'American History X' - I've been thinking about that question a lot lately.