I accepted my death last night

Was a little early about it (obviously), but all in all it was one hell of a night.

 

Dissociation will fuck with you.

 

Nah man... I was very 'right there'.

 

Nah man, I am your father

 

check out the trip report in the psych section. I think I'm still too raw from the experiance to properly put it into words.

Either way, time for a break. lol... amazing stuff.

 

Since you tripped on DXM, you were very 'not there'. lol

 

It was not a normal DXM trip. My first guess is a small liver failure. It didn't even really hit me until 6 hours after the come up. I had a normal trip for the whole length of it.. then by the time the come down is usually finished....wam!

 

everytime I took DXM I was astounded by the vibrancy of the sky and green grass the next day

 

You took enough DXM that you think you gave yourself liver failure in one shot?

Christ, dude; I thought I was bad in my heyday.

 

Every time I drink it I literally feel retarded for a few days afterwards... kinda like Michael Kelso, except I can't help it.

 

Nah, but I don't know what made it hit me like that.

I got pretty intense visuals.. which is also not normal for DXM. My friend who was there with me looked like a drawling on a piece of paper for the longest time. And everything became extremely energized.

It really seemed more like a hard ass mushroom trip. Like a 5 gram mushroom trip on some real shit.

Anyway, I'm taking a break from tripping for a while.. and I'm done with DXM.

 

Did it arrive UPS?

 

Wonderful news. Good to read.

Did you also know death is forever and that you body will rot and anything that you are in this life is gone.

When you die, that's it. There is nothing else.

Now is all we have. Suggest you enjoy it.

Thoughts like that make me sleep all cozy at night.

 

Yeah dude I have done some things in a car that I regret. I already thought I was dead three times now.
Edit: 2 of the times I thought it when I let dumbass friends drive.

 

Odd how anyone can be sure of that.

 

True, but he's probably right. lol

 

Well then how did you get born? Your energy came from somewhere right?

 

I was born by c-section:tongue:

 

lol... and if he is, I've been wasting a fuckload of time! I have an atheist activist friend who is well known among her peers for the saying "when you die you rot". She's not much into spiritual stuff. She calls me woowooee, but I'm ok with that. I know there isn't a heaven with this great prize package waiting for me, but there's gotta be a little something more than maggots and composting oneself.

OP, I hope you're doin' ok. You sound a little mindblown.

 

Haha woah seriously?