Why do you feel guilty? Is it because they're illegal? Is it because it conflicts with your own morals? Is it because you've been conditioned to think that "drugs" are bad? Your post is interesting in that for a long time, I felt that way about it also. I had gone into treatment several times when I was younger. After that I felt like somehow my use interfered with my quality of life...and it did. After some self examination, I realized that I felt guilty because I was. When I was younger I'd steal money to score, pinch bags left on the table, get hammered and not make it to work, etc...As I grew older, I learned how to turn drug abuse into psychedelic exploration as I got more familiar with different chemicals and no longer focused on how long I could party for or how much I could binge on or even "the visuals". After a revelation that took place as part of a methylone experience I realized the potential these chemicals had to allow me to reconcile alot of the things about me and my past that were the true cause of guilty feelings. After those burdens had been lifted, I viewed the psychedelic experience not as a "high" but as an opportunity to reach beyond the 5-sense conditioning that we all grow accustomed to and embrace a chance for personal growth. After I made the choice to go from making the experience a part of daily life to integrating what I learned from the experience into daily life I had no reason to feel guilty. What I learned I used towards a purpose: to better myself. Psychedelics have helped me to understand my miniscule role in a spiritual sense, and understand my current role in a physical sense. I have become less self-centered and more goal-oriented. I have gotten back into education for the sake of education on a variety of subjects. This is just a personal experience and part of an ongoing journey that I am on. Once I quit experimenting with drugs that served me no purpose-DXM, cocaine, opiates, pharms, 5-meo anything, I was no longer indulging in drugs and feeling guilty about it, but using chemicals in moderation to learn what is not taught in church,at school, or on tv. *Now as a disclaimer to all those who think I'm somehow on a high-horse (no pun intended) I do not deny that drugs are fun. I merely feel that guilt comes from a sense that one may be overindulging in pointless fun at the expense of themselves or others.
iagree here, i experimented alot wheni was younger with ..well anything i could find id tryit..i had some really scary things happen because of it too, i was at least smart enoughto avoid opiates, but anything else even if ihad no ideza what it was, i tried it.. and ilearned my lessons weed is all youneed some psychodelics..with respect to theyre power..can be ok everything else is a poision in your life theres reasons theyre caled negative drugs
i felt guilty when i was younger... told my mum nd she didnt mind and was infact interested in it lol. thats all i felt guilty bou... hurtin mi mum
Fuck yea. Im high, working on getting drunk off the rest of my Becks Octoberfests, and just waiting in line for them oxy's and percs. Son of a bitch is taking forever.
What a great use of the english language, seriously you said that so well and so clear its surprising. Every word and sentence was well put and concise, most impressive.
