How is life?

Hello

hows life?

 

Vague

 

Plural

 

Phantasmagorical!


HeartBeat -- my 4yo daughter
SoulBuddy -- my 4mo son
Superhero -- my awesome husband

 

illusive..

 

Demanding.

 

Good and bad

 

It is what you make it.

 

Constantly changing, and always the same.

 

Reaping what I sowed. Good thing I've lived such a virtuous life.

 

That makes us curious of course about what you have reaped!

 

Mine is ok, can't complain right now. Some sad days still over my hubby passing a year ago but I am moving on.
After taking on a young male worker who took an interest in me after we had been working together a few months (and I taking an interest in him when it became a problem of loneliness for me) decided I had better look for someone to be close to me more my age and who is stable in his life.
I found a nice man, caring with a big heart who understands my situation and is working with me on it. People I hang with said I am doing well considering it took me months to come out of my house alone to do business or even to go visit anyone.
I dumped this guy after yakking with him a few weeks and telling him my situation but he stayed on it,,, letting me go for a couple weeks and then trying with little nudges (texts and emails) to see if we could still be an item.
He let's me talk about my hubby any time I want and is even interested in things he did, what I loved about him and is totally ok with the idea a holiday event like Christmas could go badly for me, best part is he was there and helped me slide right through it with a few emotions but over all with him and my friends around me, it was a good day.
We come across stuff of Hubbie's in the house at times and he is ok with it. Even makes it a good thing that we can talk about or I just find a good place to store it. Things I haven't done in a year like dusting behind a cabinet he will take care of and let me do other stuff.
I think god for a good man walking into my life and I think hubby would approve of him. He has no issues with what was and we are both not shy to tell our pasts to each other.
I think I said most of this in another thread but it feels so good saying why life is still good for me. I have a positive outlook on life. Always have.
Another thing... I have great friends (only a small group of them) who took care of me when times were really tough, being the shoulder I needed, shopping with me for house hold needs and helping me take care of the business, now I know what real friends are if I didn't before.
Also I had to get away from an old site me and hubby were on together and I found this one, you guys are all terrific.

 

a beautiful disaster

 

FUCKthe tax man cometh.
I'm getting my stuff ready to take to the account so the taxman can rape me again

 

I'm good. There are some good changes coming to my life

Are you a drugstore cowgirl?

 

There should be one day a year we are allowed to go out with a gun and find and shoot them Tax people legally. No one would want the job then so it wouldn't exist, no one taking our money, am I right?



Hee hee.

 

thats why its automatically deducted from your check before you get to see it.. ermm
anyways.
life is a process of learning. for me its all about being curious and trying new things

 

:seeya: mama. life is good. hows things with you and baby p ?

 

Never heard this term and so I looked it up and no, I'm not a drug addict. I've had a rough life (not involving drugs), but despite this, I still see the beauty in life.

 

Lol beautiful disaster is an old 311 song. I thought you were referencing it. There is a line in it that goes, "I know a drug store cowgirl..."

I guess my question seemed super random and weird if you weren't actually referencing that song