relief. kai's birthday party was perfect, AND by a lucky trick, her grandpa was stuck in denver during his commute to yemen, so he got to come, too.
overjoyed, sore, tired and stressed compared to yseterday, happier, less confused, stressed over different stuff and, well, not quite as turned on >.<
I felt today it was gonna be unlucky and even a pain, so I prepared myself in the best way I know how, and it went well, thank G.
I feel great. I've had an awesome weekend, been hanging out with good mates and also this guy who I've been seeing and that's going well and we have so much FUN. So yea, I'm in a great mood.
Frustrated, angry, a little bummed out...but a little hopeful, too. I am so tired of everything, I'm pretty sure by this point, it's got to get better.