how bad can you fuck up missing a shot?

ok, so ive missed plenty of shots when i started, but like i said in alll my other posts on heroin, i didnt do it for long. well it never really hurt but it'd leave a bump undermy skin for a while.

well this third party member shot me up the otherday and missed, moved the needle trying to get it in my vein, a TINY drop on blood entered the seringe and she just slammed the plunger down. OUCH! She missed BAD.it hurt for like 10 min and didnt get me high so i shot another rock in my other arm and had someone else do it (no one thinks i can shoot by myself, but i have n i never missed.

i wake up today and my like whole elbo is swollen and HURTS LIKE HELL! i cant extend my arm all the way n shit. how badly could i have fucked my shit up.

 

you could be on your way to an abcess...among other things.

 

I'd go see a doctor about that... Doesn't sound too good...

 

man, junkies survive forever shootin with bent needles, shootin off spoons out on the street, using their own shit to put the dope in. yeah, its late in the day, my arm still hurts but this morning it was rediculous. ima givve it a while before i go seee a doctor, i mean it looks fine, its not bruising or anything.

 

it will go away, but if you keep missing you could end up with an abcess, which you don't want.

and junkies die every single day...I've known several who have.
You may have trouble getting away from what you are getting yourself into.

 

It may go away, waiting to see isn't a bad idea... But junkies aren't always the healthiest individuals you know...

 

I thought you said you weren't gonna do heroin anymore...

 

shit ive heard that one before, actually a couple of times. ITs just soo good.
mmm so warm

 

I'd get that checked out. I've heard of people getting their arms amputated from things like that, but it's only lifethreatening if you do it somewhere other than your extremities. It's also really easy to fuck up your leg. I always shot myslef. You cant' trust anyone else to shoot you up.

 

I just got Requiem for a Dream type of image.. that's bad.

For me is hard to procces the word heroin.. I see it and I think is just wrong. Plz don't do heroin.

 

If it were only that easy. No one decides to become a junkie. CFC has an illness. It is like saying "Don't have diabetes, it is really dangerous."

 

IM NOT A JUNKIE! goddammit i havent done heroin for over a month and ive only done it like 10 times TOTAL in my whole lil "spree" I had at the beggining of the summer. well it went away. my junk-E friend said i jus missed really bad and prolly IMed the shot. thats wht made my muscles hurt and a bruise to form. IMed heroin takes a LOT longer to soak in your bloodstream. so i was fucked up for like two days. cause i didnt feel the missed shot (which was a BIG one for me) and shot myself up on my other arm and hit it perfect (same BIG ASS dose) so by the time both of them kicked in i was FUCKED UP! i was at a concert, jumpin around and fallin over on everybody, fallin asleep on tables, and i eventually took off my pants and got in the mosh pit. at the end of the show the bands were all talking to me like, man you rocked SO hard for us, THANKS! and they gave me their AIM names and shit and told me to keep i touch. of course i forgot em..... but that IM shot, i was still feeling that when i was posting this thread, i was in school and i was so junked up i had to close one eye to read what i was writting. But i did get all my work done, and the bruise went away. and i dont see me doin anymore H .

 

Well.. that went bad, I'm glad you don't see yourself doing H anymore.. about the poster above.

I know being addicted to something is an illness, but not like diabetes.. u can't compare it with that, is something you let develop and that you can't stop.

 

In my opinion and experience, becoming a heroin addict is more like joining the army than getting diabetes. You willfully walk into it, then slowly realize you can't get out.

 

Yeah.. those are exactly my toughts

 

Yes, but people with a predisposition to substance addiction seem to NEED substances more than others. It is only a matter of time, not choice, before they meet their drug of "choice", or just drug of convenience. I don't think there is really a lot of "choice" involved.

 

what? i jus missed a vein.....
this is really off topic, but i dont care im all better know

 

thatd b funny goin 2 da doc sayin i hurt my arm shootin up

 

had requiem image in head too

how could you compare being addicted to h like having diabetes

 

hmmmm