Holy shit I live speed!

I never really took enough speed ever too feel anything except for now.. I took 3 - 40mg aderalls(Snorted one), and took one vyvanse(70mg) and one pregnezone.. WOW I FEEL GREAT! Like really.. I did my homework at my friends house and so did all of them.. This shit is amazing.. I really wish I could get this prescribed honestly.. It works perfect for me no joke.

 

And I meant to say as the subject I meant for it to say "I LOVE SPEED!" But I accidentally put live lol I have only done it twice I wanna live speed though.. Is it really bad addictive?

 

it is. it is also devastating to your brain structure if abused. that is a shitload of speed you took dude lol

 

if you write any poems or notes for anyone, don't give them to them for a couple days. reread after you've come down and make sure that's what ya wanna do. i learned that one the hard way. seriously, speed's a spiritually devastating drug. don't do it anymore, man.

 

You do this;

but yet you expect us too believe this;

clueless, utterly and completely clueless

 

i used to love speed, i always got it in the paste form we call base here, but it does fuck you up if you abuse it, the weight just dropped of me and it can actually make you quite depressed, that's just in my experience though. If its used relationally its OK but when you start replacing your morning coffee with it shit can get real fast.

 

Dude seriously not to be an asshole but just drop it.. Yes I like drugs. Yes I do dangerous ones too.. No, I'm not going to become a crack head..

And plus speed it isn't the fucked up feeling I like anyways I like the whole feeling.. Like I don't know I just feel FANTASTIC.. And I'm not even worried about my heart exploding like last time.. I turned down smoking weed today because I felt so great..

Eh won't be doing it that often then, just every now and then for like finals and stuff.. Don't wanna damage my brain too much more.. The benadryl done fucked my head up.. My memory is terrible because of that, I'm getting it back though since I stopped it completely.

 

Yeah I don't ever plan on that.. Expensive habit too lol but it does feel good regardless and the last thing I need is to be depressed.. School really stresses me out because I try to try really hard at it, but its just so.. I dunno stressful, and the fact that I gotta deal with it for awhile longer kinda sucks.. But this medicine seriously, best feeling I have ever had, my mood is completely positive on everything you know.. I keep apologizing to people for stuff I did 10 years ago that kinda thing.. But no joke I'm really stoned on this stuff..

What I really like is I can act really normal around my parents on this too..

 

ganggang- you're going down the wrong path, bro. i am only saying this because i went down a similar one. i can't take back any of the damage i did to myself and the people around me, and that thought never gets any less depressing. you have potential, and there are people here willing to help you out.

pb- what was the point in that, man?

 

yeah man it's one of the best feelings ever. i'v only done it like 5 times though. I usually do like 50mg of adderall and i just pop them when im sober. then they take like 45min. to kick in and then about a hour in once im really starting to feel stimulated I start to smoke bowl after bowl of weed.

then I start felling super super good. I feel like my mind is so clear. I feel happy and euphoric. I feel very light like im floating away into the clouds. I feel stimulated yet very calm n relaxed at the same time. every hit of weed while on this stuff is just blasts me further and further into greatness. on this stuff once you blaze enough everything becomes super trippy to. your perception changes.

the best thing I like to do is kick it with friends in a bed room n blast good quality techno or rave. and socialize n play video games. and if im by myself i love to play first person shooter games on the computer.

but yes this crap really fucks your brain up. you for sure feel very odd n drained the next day. everything seems so dull n pointless. so if you abuse this crap long enough you get stuck in a permanent come down. sometimes after doing this crap i'd feel funky n drained like 3 or 4 days sometime even a week before going back to normal. plus during those comedown days I had wild mood swings n would get angry quite easily. plus everytime you do this stuff you permanently take a little bit of your brain away and it never comes back so even doing it once you will never have the same brain you had beforehand.

since even if you quit your brain never heals that's how so many people get addicted to this stuff. they say fuck it my brain is already screwed might as well just keep getting high. what they don't realize is the more and more you do it the worse and worse you get. you abuse this stuff long enough and you get mental health issues and turn psychotic and super paranoid and have no trust in anybody and develop irrational fears. a lot of people who abuse this end up in mental hospitals.

my personal recommendation is keep this stuff for very special occasions and do it like 3 times minimum a year and 5 times maximum.

 

Yeah doing stuff like this is influencing my 'path' but like I said my only argument with this whole ordeal is that I make good grades.. I don't know what I wanna do, but I try, and I try.. So hard.. And my point was just that speed is really great feeling.. I don't need help because there really is no problem.. I have my shit together unlike almost everyone I know.. And just knowing that they don't and I do makes me feel unique anyways so I stay with it.

 

Deal. But I can't promise it will ONLY be 5 times.. What about people who are prescribed this kinda thing?Does it mess up their brain bad as well? I seriously 100% think that I have ADD and this helped alot with doing homework and stuff.. Maybe its all in my head, but regardless it makes me do it and get it done easier..

 

yeah doing speed occasionally won't fuck you up unless your an athlete. if you just wanna work and go to school you'll be fine. but if you like sports n being physical that stuff will really REALLY fuck you up even if you barely ever do it. i am a boxer so I avoid that shit. and actually I even quit smoking weed cus it affected serious boxing training

 

Well good job! Lol I could quit for a drug test or something or if I REALLY needed too, but not just like that honestly.. There is so much going around right now everyone has it all the time, I guess its as easy as saying no though.. But I'm not really into sports, I used to be, but I just got burned out and now all my joints and stuff hurt.. I was a soccer player so it wasn't that extreme, but seriously it fucked a lot of my bones, joints.. etc.. up.

 

The point was that there is an inconsistency between how he claims to have it all under control vs his reported drug usage as relayed in his posts.

Browse some of gangang's post's and maybe you will see what I'm talking about.
Either that or it is all complete bullshit and he thinks he is impressing someone here.

 

that feeling is called euphoria, and it is possible to feel it without that drug. also, and this is a warning i wish i would have received, that feeling will only deteriorate over time and achieving it with a drug will make it progressively more difficult for your body to produce it on its own. i've been addicted to uppers of all kinds- it started out feeling great, and gradually made my sober reality more and more tiring. your metabolism will begin to slow, as well as your mind, if you continue to use uppers.

what i meant when i said there are people here who will help you is this: you will encounter plenty of problems in the near future, especially when you realize how crappy the withdrawal from uppers and other substances can be when you really try to move forward on your path. if and when that happens, i am here to help, as well as several others.

i'm done preaching. good luck and know that your insights are always welcome on this site, despite a few insulting responses that may arise from time to time (usually with harmless intentions).

 

Dude alright what the hell is up your ass? My posts are about drugs because this is a forum about DRUGS.. And just because of these posts doesn't mean I'm going down the wrong path.. I just told you that I make good grades so what the fuck does drug usage even have to do with it if I do good in school?? Seriously I'm a better kid than you give me credit for and your bullshit is annoying..

 

meh im against the whole add thing and people needing to drugs because of it. it's really BS. it does do bad things to their brain. they did a study on children that did ritalin. and their brains were shrunken n smaller and they had holes in their brain. and they were at risk of all sorts of bad shit once they become old people and this shit makes you get heart problems BIG TIME once your old.

BUT. remember people who do this stuff for add don't abuse it and take a fat load of it all at once. The usual dose is like 15mg once a day sometime twice. so your axons in your brain that release are not pressured that much therefore barely get damaged. but when you do 70mg or something all at once your brain floods that chemical really stressing out the body n brain .


think about it this way. go outside n go sprint 100 yards and you'll probaly be pretty tired if you run as fast as you possibly can. now try running 700 yards at that same speed and see how you feel afterword. you'll probaly throw up n feel like your dying cus your so exhausted.

 

one more thing- add and adhd are likely the effects of a poor diet, high in refined sugar and various chemicals that shouldn't be in food that is marketed to children, or really anyone else, combined with being exposed to a high level of television and video games at an early age. giving kids a stimulant that is extremely similar to meth to "fix" a mental "illness" is pretty dysfuntional.

 

1)yes, especially if they take 4 times the recommended dose.

2)yes, that's what speed does dude. i don't think it's worth it. you felt so great you turned down weed?! great! replace your weed habit with meth. not as bad as crack right? no one PLANS on a drug habit. choose wisely my boy