I just feel like venting; I hope that is allowed here. It is frustrating seeing that outside of suburbia the world is corrupt. I try to do my part by dropping pixy dust of, if not peace; than a connection of understanding. However, their continues to be corruption. I sadly do realize that suburbia is not free from this. Take me for example. I was raised believing that ninjas work for Satan and I was forced to go to church. I always feared being cool or else I would get beat up. However, most of us in our town turned out the same; religious or not. We all were very fair towards others and very peaceful. I hate to sound like a suburbian mom... but I wonder if a lot of it is due to Tony Montana in scar face. People who are trying to find an image for themselves may think that everyone else found their "Side drug" and some find cocaine to be their side drug. I dont know maybe that sounds crazy. An example of what I mean is, a hippies side drug is marijuana. Thats their "normal" thing to do. And some people may feel cocaine is their "side drug." However it just sucks them under and drives them crazy. Tony Montana opinion set aside (Good movie btw) there is also a big difference between stoners. There are Gangsta rap stoners (I like gangsta rap) and then there are the more hippy/Willie Nelson stoners. For example, (Sometimes I wonder where I get my information. I don't know if these people I am about to talk about next really existed.) I heard once that there were a group of assassins in the middle east that would smoke marijuana before they went to kill people. (Disclaimer: Some people have different explanations of marijuana effects; I know.) So lets say the general feeling of Marijuana is to feel relaxed and have one's senses increased; having the side effects of wanting to be alone due to feeling relaxed and a possible instinctive feeling that one is too relaxed to fend off questioning and interrorgation. So, lets imagine you smoked marijuana for the first time and you are around people that comically talk about murder as if it was an everyday occurance of normality. One could easily assume that fear is increased and the user tells itselfs, "I am so insecure... Everyone is comfortable about murder while I am high... I need to be like them." So they continue to smoke and be "murderous" while trying to hide that marijuana really makes them more fearful. It would just become a repeating cycle of people trying to prove they are not scared when they get high. Now compare those people to the "hippy stoners." They can not be compared together because they are completely different and cover multiple situations that cause different reactions. However gangster rap is thrown into the melting pot of pot and carries those scars. Anyway these are just my thoughts... I wish I could go back to the suburbs.
hey whats up. i feel you everywhere around feels corrupt but its ok dont worry about it, just think happy thoughts. how much blow u do?
lol none. What made you think I do that. aww man there is no laughing smiley face..... Beer, weed... and if your in purgatory cigarettes... ... ok maybe some cigs are allowed in heaven. But would you really want to? Its browner than brown frown...
you were talking about wasnt sure if u were say cock was ur side drug :smilielol5: http://www.hipforums.com/newforums/misc.php what drugs do you do?
In the face of a paragraph that long, anyone could easily assume that you've been using some form of upper. It's very difficult to read, by the way. (I should talk. I'm known for long-windedness at times). One thing I've learned to do is to break up the long paragraphs, into shorter paragraphs. Makes it easier to read. Your "page" is like reading Jack Kerouac's "On the Road" in one sitting. It's difficult to see a "main point", and nothing of that kind is reflected in the title either. Even "venting" can be readable, if broken into pieces. Otherwise, it's like trying to down a plate full of food in one gulp.
