I've been feeling alitle off balance latley, I wonder whats to come, it seems that this is all so strange, and sometimes i feel like i despritley want it to be over to end the struggles, kind of leave material attachments.. there seems to be an effect that occurs in everyone, and it seems so draining to do it that way.. i dont know how to succeed in the way i feel in my soul. I feel like im freaking out, and coming to a union at the same time.. I dont know where to go to be truly happy anymore..
it doesn't matter where you go, you can be just as miserable as you wanna be. So you have to look inside to find what you need to do to make yourself happy. No matter what the problem is, the answer lies within. It's already there, just listen to your heart.
Sounds like your having a load of negative thoughts that keep cycling .... Just get still and listen and the answers will arise ... You have got to go within .. that's where the answer is ...