Ok, for the last few months it feels like ive just been going through guys, it never lasts more than a couple of weeks, it never gets serious, it always ends before it has a chance to get overly emotional. i dont understand, i dont know what im looking for and i feel crap. i dont want to be alone anymore, maybe thats why im clinging to assholes who dont really care, its like anyone is better than no one. i just want somone to love, but where the hell do i find them? i just want something real. um sorry i needed to rant.