A recent poem of mine that I wrote as a way to explain the push and pull when one leaves religion (''there''), and moves towards the unknown (''here''). Here and There When I was there I wanted to be here And then, I thought about it What was there that wasn't here? My mind was here My heart was there If only the two could meet in the middle I'd be happy if for but a day Here is really no better than there But, you can tell yourself almost anything If you are escaping from here To get to there I like it here It is real and precise What I left back there, was not real But it was nice My heart can't stay there It has to come here And I'll watch over it It doesn't need to be watched by him any longer Whether I'm there or here I've always been the watcher Keeping me there And waiting for me to come here I like it here I'm no longer there I've come a long way With a price to bear But such is life An endless journey Filled with not enough here And way too much... there