help, please

I am a nearly-forty, fairly square looking man, easily mistaken for a narc. I've recently decided that the only salvation available to combat midlife malaise is found on a quarter inch blotter tab so long absent from my life. When Jerry was alive and LSD was abundant, I never dreamed that this magical compound's popularity would wane and that it would become nearly impossible to find. Once you spend any time outside of the psychedelic subculture, it is very hard to reenter. People move on, connections fade.
Psychedelia used to be my religion and LSD my sacrament. Perhaps it was due to overuse, but this miracle turned on me. One horrific trip became the model upon which my future trials were based. For about fifteen years, I did nothing at all. I curiously and whimsically tried pot again about five years ago and have met with tremendous success. I've successfully cultivated mushrooms with satisfactory results, but, in my opinion, mushrooms are absolutely inconsequential in comparison to LSD.
So I reach out to this community that I've just found. I am very interested in the notion of online vendors, but don't know where to begin to search. I am unreasonably techophobic and have trouble even navigating this forum. I don't know how much help any one of you can comfortably provide. I don't yet understand the subtleties of this format. I don't know if it possible for anyone to respond a less public fashion. I will continue to peruse this forum in order to educate myself further (I am, after all, gate-crashing an established culture). Any guidance would be exponentially appreciated.

 

you wont, especially as a new member, get help finding acid on here.

i suggest mushrooms, they're every bit as good (in fact, better in my opinion) to LSD though shorter lasting.

the most practical upshot is that they can be discretely, affordably, and easily cultivated in a spare closet at home with no specialized equipment or large investments, no special lights to run up your energy bill, etc.

you'll get your best information at www.shroomery.org.

you won't find acid here though.

 

Internet is a bad place to look for drugs.
And everyone knows, you dont find LSD, it finds you.

Ok now that I got that covered. This is what I do. Granted, im a bit of a ninja, but I will let you in on this one, because it is simple, easily figured out by non ninjas, so Im not givin up much here. Go to Jambase.com, find some hippie music shows in your area, or festivals. Go to them, and dance your ass off. Let yourself get into a drunken stupor and dancing frenzy until you completely forget that you want some L. It should appear shortly after. If not, then ask around.

 

welcome. im my opinion your never too old for acid, so i wish you luck on your quest to rejoin the counter culture, and what do you mean by online vendors?

 

exactly what it sounds like, i'm guessing.

they do exist, though they're hard to find unless you're into the RC scene. noobs have trouble finding reliable sources for unscheduled substances, but there do exist a number of reliable vendors who not only offer a wide selection of unscheduled substances but also scheduled ones, such as LSD, 2C-B, AMT, 5-MeO-DiPT, DMT and probably even mescaline. it all depends.

but if all someone is interested in is LSD and nothing else, good luck finding it online.

 

Lsd was always hard to find....Currently looking lol

 

from what i understand, no it wasn't.

perhaps always for you.


not always for me, but usually for me.

these days i would accept it, but it wouldn't be a preferred route to psychedelia.

in days before i knew what it was, and especially in days before i was born, it was very common. at least, i've heard as much. again, it probably depends on who one knew, depending on the time frame.

 

There was a golden period when the blotter was so plentiful that it served as scratch paper in a pinch.
Is it simply gone? I can't believe that a chemical magical enough to have 200 pages of threads dedicated to its discussion no longer has enough demand to be produced and distributed.
I know mushrooms. They consistently leave me reaching for a deeper experience. I'm even less interested in the LSD derivitives. LSD-25 is the shit. Without going into my own insane existential, metaphysical beliefs, LSD is sacred. That tiny shred of paper is the ticket to a glimpse of the energy continuum that we all (in our collectively shared and self imposed consciousness) are denied until escaping these shells of meat that individually shackle us and steal us from the unity of a true reality that cannot be understood. Like I say, LSD offers a glimpse. A ten hour trip may be physically exhausting but it leaves me pleading for more. Like the bard says, "Such a long, long time to be gone and a short time to be there."

 

Just wait...Going on here ranting about it isnt going to change anything bro lmao..Not trying to sound mean

 

noob or narc or 10,000 posts...you're SOL.

 

No, of course, you're right. I do believe that LSD has a consciousness that trancends our own and that it has the ability to seek those with an affinity. In a life filled with societally perceived vices, impatience is the only vice to which I would confess. Thank you all for taking the time and energy to reply. The response to my first post tells me that this is a network of kind-minded, free thinking individuals and I look forward to further communication.

 

Allright well i stopped reading after the word believe only because my eyes drifted away and i picked up at the response...Lsd is a free-ing thing

 

Does that mean I'll not find help here or that the mission is futile? Though I live in a conservative, red state, I am specifically in an oasis of free thought- the university town. I honestly don't know if the acid is gone or if I have aged out of the demographic where it is prevalent.

 

Thats too sophisticated for me to read, and iam burnt out lmao....But from what i know being a red state doenst mean shit, infact some politicians suck balls, others are easily some of the ones i could see myself looking up to, like obama.....Acid is a drug my bro, the rarer the drug the harder to find....

 

OK. So off the original topic of looking for help scoring, can anyone offer a rationale for the scarcity of LSD. A certain segment of the general population will always be searching for something besides the apparent. Many drugs are numbing or dangerous. LSD is enlightening and joyous. Why the decline in demand? Seriously, I've read that the acid dried up after Garcia's death. Sure, the travelling circus of the GD was a wonderful vehicle for distribution, but I personally witnessed scores of people turned on for the first time at these events. Unless I am the oddity, once exposed to acid , you want to explore further. Did this desire die along with Garcia? I can't believe that. I know that I am ranting, now, but I am momentarily obsessed with a question that has bothered me for over a decade and I feel that I may have finally found the venue where some answers may be offered.

 

i can hardly walk down the street without running into some lsd. sometimes i feel like the luckiest motherfucker on earth.

some people just mature out of lsd. i've known people that are massive fans of the drug but they will still never use it again. they have reached a point where the mystical connection with the divine that is sometimes achieved during an acid trip has pervaded into their everyday lives. also, the legal consequences of the possesion are far greater than most other drugs. i've met many an old-hippie who have told me they don't distribute anymore for fear of legal consequences. that and the last 8 years havn't exactly been productive to the enviroment that nurtures the psychedelic sub culture. bush and the republicans just changed everything.

there is really a massive stigma attached to the drug in most of society. it is really only a small subculture that actually enjoys the wonders of truth. there is just so much fear, and so much misconception in the general public.

people still have a desire for lsd. the mode of distribution has changed a fair amount though. jerry's death and the unfrequent dead tours mean that it isn't so much just the dead that distribute anymore. there are others too. if you live in a college town then that is a fine place to start your search.

 

it's around. in fact, depending on who you know, it's plentiful. but it can also be very hard to come by for most people most of the time. it's like the tide

then you need to take a more appropriate dose. from the sounds of things, 5g of dried psilocybe cubensis would be a good starting dose for you. or perhaps MAOi potentiation could be a good key. personally i find mushrooms far more profound than LSD. btw, even when you find acid, it's generally very weak these days. not universally, but often.

my beliefs are at least somewhat similar. but i definitely don't appreciate LSD above other, more traditional psychedelics. mushrooms are a wonderful source, and ayahuasca is supposedly better yet (i shall find out soon)

hell, its even pretty easy to get mescaline bearing cacti or to extract DMT from various sources, if you want to go to the effort.

 

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Thanks, Nesta, for your highly considered response and suggestions. I think that we share a fundamental difference of opinion regarding mushrooms. I have done 5g of cubies on several occasions. One problem that I have w/ shrooms deals with the high versus nausea continuum. In order to go as deep as I would like, I end up w/ a lot of physical hangups. Also, the general nature of the visions differs from LSD and I (broken record that I am) clearly have a preference. The shroom trip (at least for me) flows in waves or pulses. Sometimes the intensity can become uncomfortable while minutes later I might feel as though I haven't dosed at all. For me (we all have unique brain chemistry and tastes), the intensity of an LSD trip fluctuates as smoothly as a bell curve (though many would consider it a hell ride).
Again, thanks for the thoughts. This brief thread that I've started is refreshing. It is encouraging to know that like minded young people exist and that this magic will not die out (yet).

 

your more recent post was finished when i was responding. my previous reply was more or less unnecessary.

but i may ask, how did you ingest the mushrooms?

there are ways to effectively deal with the GI upset quite well.